Chapter Four

Is it only me ? I don't know anymore .

Sehun POV

 

I arrive home and it's 11pm already . I open the door to see that Mari isn't here . 

Where could she be? She's usually here .. Maybe she's asleep . Oh well , I need to finish studying . 

 

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I yawn , I'm pretty sleepy now . I put down my book to goto our room to sleep . 

I make my way to our room . I open the knob and I look at our bed , Mari isn't there ?! "MARI ?!" I yell out as I went up to the bed to check if she really isn't there . "Mari WHERE ARE YOU ?!" I yell as I look around . But something caught my eyes when I looked at the night stand . 

It was a piece of paper with her wedding ring next to it .. "What is this ..?" I whisper as I went up to the paper . 

I touch the piece of paper and I feel my heart crash as I pick it up . I look at it and the paper was from Mari "To my love , Mari ." I read it . I then didn't waste time and opened the folded paper . 

I open it and I felt my heart get stabbed . 

 


 

Dear Sehun , 

So I have made a decision to leave you , I'm doing this for us and I hope you undertsand that . Please stay strong, stay happy , be healthy and work hard like you always do . Promise that , Arraso ?

I will hold on to you . I won't ever let you get out my heart , even if I try I can't . I will not betray you . I will always stay commited like I have been all this time. Even If you don't see me. I am keeping all my promises. 

I don't want to burden you anymore .

I will always love you , even if you might not love me anymore I love you still .

I'm So sorry but I love you , its all for the best .

I have to go now baby . Don't worry about me , Just worry about you . Please understand that I am leaving for the sake of your happiness .

Don't worry , we might meet again someday . But for now I suggest us to seperate , its for the best . For Us and our famliy ....

 

Mari ~

 


 

( Things in Italics and BOLD are memories )

 

Tears came out my eyes rapidly as I read the paper "WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT MARI ?!" I yell out of fustration as I sat down on the mattress . I ruffled my hair "What do you mean its for US  . Why did you mention our Family ?" I ask like she's hearing me . Then I remembeer a couple of days ago when she asked me about something .

"What do you think about starting a family soon ?" Mari asked me . 

"No this can't be why she left ..." I mutter as I felt guilty .

 "To be honest , I don't even want a family anytime soon ." He said bluntly . He kept going "Its beyond my imagination that I even want to soon . I really don't want to soon . It will be a burden for us if we do soon so I wouldn't want to . You get what I'm saying right?" I said as I sighed "ohhh .... i see ." I hear her whisper . 

"No.... Why did ... No Mari .. please come back .." tears came out rapidly . 

 

Mari POV

 

"Good evening passengers . We will be arriving at our destination in about 10 minutes ." The flight speaker said as I awaken from my slumber . 

I look at the window as I sigh "Mari , this is for the best remember that . Maybe sehun's happy now ." I mutter as I look at the evening sky . 

I decided to leave Sehun , it took a bit of hesitation but its for the best . I hope I can start a better life when I arrive at California . I have already gotten my college set up there and my place to stay and everything . I got it all planned out since I didn't want to go there and not know what to do . 

I have already saved alot from the past years for emergency things . The savings are more than enough of what I need to take care of myself . I got myself really perpared for this . But no one knows where I am except for tiffany . I have only told her , I told her to keep my hiding a secret . I even told her to not tell sehun where I will be hiding because I don't want him to worry or see me . It will only pain me more . 

This was all a hard decision , but I know its really for the best . Even if it hurts me that Sehun won't be by myside I can tolarate it .. I hope atleast . I hope I will stay hidden for a good amount of time until I know me and My baby is ready . 

I know it will be hard to be a Single Parent but I am determined to make this all work . I will work hard for me and my baby , so when I meet sehun I can show him our baby . Hope fully he won't get mad . 

 

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5 months later ....

 

"Mrs.Oh , can you see that ?"  Dr.Brown said He pointed at the ultra sound and I smiled "Your baby is healthy !" He said as he smiled "Thats good !" I replied at him as He showed me more about my baby .

"Thank you Doc ." I thanked Dr.Brown as I got up "Your welcome Mrs.Oh ,please be careful okay? Your baby boy is healthy and let your baby stay that way , okay?" He asked as he smiled and I nodded . 

I left the room and bid the other employees goodbye . 

I make my way to my car and drive home .  So you must be wondering what has happened in these months . Well I recently found out that my baby will be a boy and I'm pretty excited for him to come into this world .

I got myself together , I am studying in college while I take care of myself and the little boy inside me . 

About sehun ... Well I surprisingly got better when ever I think about him . For the first couple of months I would literally cry or become really depressed when I remember him . It was a hard task  but I got myself to forget and stop thinking about him as much . 

I still am really depressed about us seperated , but I try not to think about it as much . 

 

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I arrive at my apartment as I open the door and make my way to the kitchen . 

I prepare dinner for myself as I listen to music . I listen to Beast , Fiction . 

 

Ajik nan neol itji mothago
Modeun geol da mitji mothago
Ireohke neol bonaeji mothago oneuldo
Dashi mandeuleo bolke uri iyagi kkeut naji anhge aju ginagin

English Translation :

 I still cant forget you
I still cant trust everything
Even today I cant send you away like this
 I will rewrite it again, our story will not end

 

I wash my hands as I listen to that line , I touch my finger where my wedding ring use to be .  

As I touch it memories flash through my mind and light tears start to fall . 

"Kim Mari will you marry me and make me the happiest guy in the whole universe ?" Sehun asked as He kneeled showing me the beautiful wedding ring . I smiled "Oh course ." I replied and we sealed the moment with a kiss . 

Tears start to fall even more . 

"Lets stay together .." Sehun said "Forever" I finished him off . We held hands and started our new life together

"I guess , love never last .." I sigh as I wipe my tears stopping myself from crying anymore . 

 

Sehun POV

 

I'm sitting on our bed as I think of memories . Suddenly I hear my phone ring and I answer it "Mr.Oh we have found her ." A smile curved on to my lips by the hear of that .
 
"Thank you ." I say as I ended the call . 
 
I take out Mari's wedding ring out my pocket and touch it "Mari , I'm going to find you . I can't take this any longer . I will see you soon babe ." 
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pjnn24
#1
Plssss finish this storyyy! Its soooo good!! We missede thisssss much!! Hwaiting!!
korinna26 #2
Chapter 9: Update pls..
Nuknuk #3
Chapter 9: update soon please,i am loving this story so far <3
sehun_love
#4
Chapter 7: Continue! ! They should have more
kwontwins #5
Chapter 8: Dont stop :(
So are u still gonna conyinue this story or not ?
krisbabe
#6
Chapter 7: Why you said that ? This story great and don't stop. Fighting~
I still want to know how leo grow up though,
5awlachan
#7
Chapter 7: Don't stop >.<
kwontwins #8
Chapter 7: This story is amazing ! U must continue the story pls :)
bellarose #9
Chapter 7: continue..please!! We haven't seen what their whole relationship is like especially now with a child. what is parenthood like with them.
reanique20 #10
Chapter 6: Next chapter authornim. ^3^