SO YIJUNG'S POV

i waited anxiously as i paced back and forth around the white room as i waited to know who survived and who had to meet their demise 

"SIYOON? WHO DID I SAVE?" i yelled into the air but it was silent 

and suddenly on the screen the scene changed 

it was the doctor telling my mom of the girls' conditions 

"how are they?"

" i do not know why Chu Gaeul started behaving like that but i believe it is because of stress but she will live..."

Thank goodness, i thought

"Eunchae..." i whispered 

"and eunchae?" my mom asked 

"she is also fine just a broken arm and leg, she will be completely healed in 3 weeks,"

"WHAT?!" I yelled, completely astonished of the news 

"THEY BOTH LIVED!" i cheered 

"only because one saved the other," and i jumped as i saw siyoon standing next to me with his hands folded behind his back

"What do you mean?"

"One of  the girls saved the other girl," he reiterated 

"who?"

siyoon was queit 

"....gaeul,"

"gaeul saved eunchae? but why she hates eunchae,"

"because gaeul wants to get back at eunchae and she can't do that if she's dead," he explained 

i was disappointed because i thought gaeul saved her to save me 

i thought because she knew i would be devastated if eunchae died 

"oh," i replied in discomfort 

Siyoon sighed 

"you really are a selfish bastard...a blind and senseless one at that," he cursed 

i turned to him and glared 

"don't judge me. eunchae was by my side when gaeul wasn't,"

"is that how you really think? you really think gaeul LEFT you?"

i was queit and didn't respond 

" gaeul didn't leave you she was KIDNAPPED, and after all gaeul did for you and will continue to do for you, this is how you treat her," siyoon scolded 

"don't lecture me," i ordered and i transported myself into eunchae's room

i ran up to eunchae's unconcious body and held her hand 

"i'll always be by your side no matter what," i promised and i sat next to her until midnight and as i left her room and was headed back home i turned around and sighed as i felt guilty for not visiting gaeul

i cautiously and hesitantly walked towards gaeul's room and once i was in front of her room, i just stood there 

my hands reached for the knob but i stopped myself 

after i breathed in and regained my confidence, i opened the door to find gaeul standing near the window as she looked out at the city

"gaeul..." i called out softly 

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she turned around and she smiled a half-smile

"are you feeling okay?" i asked carefully

she just nodded her head 

"about eunchae...thank you," 

" i didn't do it for you so don't be mistaken," she said coldly 

"i know just, eunchae means a lot to me and..."

"enough," she said as i saw her fists turn white as she clenched them too hard 

"the only reason i saved that was because I'M going to make her suffer, i wasn't just going to let her die that easily," she said with bitterness in her voice

"GAEUL!" I yelled 

"EUNCHAE! EUNCHAE! EUNCHAE!," she yelled 

"all i hear out of that mouth is her and i'm getting SICK and TIRED of it. i don't need your gratitude because she's going to end up dead anyways,"

i walked up to her with my piercing eyes and she fell to the floor as she still wasn't recovered 

soon my 3 best buds just ran through the door with the nurse 

"gaeul are you okay?"

"we heard yelling,"

the guys asked her 

"nurse bae would you mind leaving?" i asked and the pretty and elegant nurse left as she shut the door behind her 

soon gaeul started letting tears roll

"g...gaeul," woobin said as he sat next to her and comforted her 

"i remember...i remembered everything...you guys...yijung...everything," she said as she let everything out 

the guys looked at each other stunned 

"why didn't you tell me? you guys knew who i was from the moment you guys first met me with jandi...why...why didn't you tell me?" she asked them as she weeped 

"i'm sorry sweetheart but we didn't know how," jihoo explained 

"we just didn't want to see yijung..."

"stop," she ordered 

"don't EVER say that name EVER again,"

the guys called her name again 

this time gaeul looked at me "that bastard left me. he lived this whole time thinking i left him and he ran off to that . he abandoned me, he didn't even bother looking for me and i'm glad i didn't meet him again," she said looking at me straight in the eyes without stuttering or hesitating 

"he did look for you," junpyo assured 

"no, he didn't. if he did he wouldn't be saying eunchae eunchae eunchae...over and over again," she said as she continued to cry 

"if yijung was alive today, i would tell him to go back to hell,"

"GAEUL!" i yelled 

"YIJUNG ABANDONED ME! HE LIVED HAPPILY AFTER KNOWING HE GOT RID OF ME!" she yelled 

"sshhhh, alright...alright. it's okay calm down," woobin said as he held her head near his chest as he her head 

i didn't know what this feeling was...seeing my first love crying over me as she holds her heart in pain

i left the room but i could still hear her crying clearly 

i left the hospital with an unknown feeling 

i left gaeul's heart and went back to eunchae 

i'm sorry gaeul but eunchae is the one i love and not you....