I went up to the third level and into the dance studio. Class won’t start till another 15 minutes. I took off my tie and my shirt, now wearing a tank top which I wore below my uniform. I took out my ipod from my pocket and played a song, particularly Super Junior’s Don’t Don, and started to dance to it in front of the mirror.

That was what I always do. I dance. Every time I got angry, I dance to something loud like hip hop. When I’m sad, I dance to slow songs like ballads. My brother always told me this, “No matter what happens, and you can’t do anything about it, just dance.”

Heechul oppa inspired me and taught me. Although he is a gangster, and has the worst temper ever, we were very close since we’re two years apart. Our father left us when we were young, and mother bailed on us and ran away with another guy three years ago. So it’s left with the two of us. My brother became a rebel and he almost went to jail. He laid low after that and took care of me. We stayed at our uncle’s house now but he didn’t care about us, so we practically avoided each other. Heechul oppa is now a trainee in Star Empire Entertainment. That’s his dream, to be an idol. I want to be like him.

After Don’t Don finished, I played River Flows By You by Yiruma. That was one way to cool down from anger. I closed my eyes and followed the music, not realizing that two pairs of eyes were watching me.

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