Thirsty

Eternal Flame

For the next few days, Hyunjoong was inseparable from Youngsaeng, stuck to him like glue, as was Youngsaeng. Even though the others found it cute, they knew that the two couldn't be together forever as there was no way for Youngsaeng to live as long as Hyunjoong. 

But the longer Hyunjoong was around Youngsaeng, the more he became afraid.

What's happening? I've never been this bloodthirsty before... Even the blood tablets aren't working. He looked at Youngsaeng who was snoring softly beside him and could feel his blood pulsing when he looked at the boy's bare neck skin. Shoot. He slipped off the bed and hurried over to the washroom, quickly eating a few tablets and gulping water down. He looked into the mirror and opened his mouth, inspecting his canines. As he thought. They were longer and pointier than usual. His usual royal purple eyes had become glowing crimson from the lust for blood.

"Hyunjoong? What are you doing?" Youngsaeng asked quietly from the door of the washroom, still rubbing his eyes, only half-awake. "Did something happen? Do you feel sick?"

The boy smiled as he quickly took out his contacts, not facing the boy. "No, there's nothing wrong. Go back to sleep. I wanted to put my contacts back on."

"Eh? Why? We're inside right now," Youngsaeng remarked as he approached the older boy, grabbing his arm. "Come sleep with me... I feel lonely."

Hyunjoong blushed slightly and quickly pulled his hand out of the boy's grip when he felt his blood pulse again. "I'll come right after I put these contacts on. Go ahead and sleep."

The younger boy nodded. "Arasseo..." He looked up at the older boy with his silver eyes. "Omo, red eyes? I must be dreaming... My eyes are bad right now without my glasses or my contacts..." He turned and headed back to the bed.

Hyunjoong sighed in relief and quickly placed his colored contacts back onto his eyes and looked into the mirror. Good, my eyes are hidden. Youngsaeng shouldn't be able to tell the difference between my eye color like this. I can't let him know. He'll probably start to worry.

He climbed back onto the bed and Youngsaeng immediately slid his arms under the older boy's arms and around his waist with a smile, snuggling closer. "You're warm..." Hyunjoong heard him murmur.

Hyunjoong smiled and hugged the latter back, being careful not to look at the boy's skin. Just as he thought, his blood didn't begin to pulse again. He closed his eyes and fell fast asleep.

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Kyujong dragged Hyunjoong into the older boy's room days later and sat down on a chair in front his best while Hyunjoong sat on the couch.

"Hyunjoong, you're acting weird around Youngsaeng now. It's so obvious that even I noticed. How do you think Youngsaeng might feel?"

"Kyujong..." Hyunjoong began uncertainly. "There's a slight... problem..."

"A problem?" Kyujong echoed quietly. "What do you mean?"

"I'm staying away from Youngsaeng for a while..."

"That's exactly what I was talking about. Why?"

"Before, like a few days ago, whenever I saw his neck, I would feel my blood pulsing and I would start to feel thirsty for blood. My fangs even grow longer. I always calmed down my thirst with blood tablets."

"What about now?"

"Now, it's whenever I see him! I can't touch him or even look at him now. If I do, my iris turns red and I begin to thirst for blood again. I've never felt like this before. I've never ever wanted blood this much before. Kyujong-ah... What's happening to me...?" Hyunjoong cried in despair.

"Aish, I told you not to get too close to that guy," Kyujong snapped. "Now look what's happening?"

"It's not his fault though..." Hyunjoong whimpered, looking down as he fiddled with his hands. "I just... don't know what I'm supposed to do now..."

"Why aren't you saying anything to him?" Kyujong questioned worriedly. "Isn't it best if he knows?"

The older boy quickly shook his head. "No, no, I can't tell him. That's one thing I absolutely must not do."

"Why?"

"I don't want Youngsaeng to begin worrying about me. He worries whenever I need to use the washroom too much to eat tablets and he worries when I eat too little. I don't want him to constantly be thinking that I might his blood sometime," Hyunjoong confessed.

"But avoiding him is going to cause him to worry even more, isn't it?"

"But telling him is going to cause him still to worry right? It's probably going to make him worry more than if I avoid him. Do you think I should stay away from him for a while?"

"Honestly, if you want to keep your thirst under control, I think you should stay away from him," Kyujong replied calmly, leaning back on his chair. "So you don't want me to say anything? What if the other vampires begin to ask?"

"Don't tell them anything either. They don't need to know. Especially Key... He's going to kill me if he knows that I'm becoming a Type E vampire..."

Kyujong chuckled and patted his friend on the shoulder. "You're not becoming a Type E vampire, don't worry. You're just craving for Youngsaeng's blood right? No one else's. It must be because you love him."

"Vampire love is hard to deal with."

"It is but I'll help you. I'll keep my mouth shut."

Hyunjoong smiled. "Thanks Kyujong."

The younger boy stood up and stretched with a yawn as he started towards the door. "Anyways... I'll be heading to my room now. Youngsaeng-ah, I kept the door a bit open as I promised."

Hyunjoong's eyes widened when he saw his lover step in from outside, the younger boy's eyes casted down. Kyujong smirked as he looked back at his friend with a wink before exiting the room.

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Lotus_Girl
#1
Chapter 78: so emotional :'( why you have to kill them :'( why you didn't keep them alive :'(
shaini501 #2
Chapter 79: Wow ur fic soo nice n emotinal i cried a lt bt its nice this the 2nd time i cried aftr reading a fic but ur fic is the sadness one
irendy
#3
thanKyu for writing this fiction ^^
although i dropped this fic for a short time,because i hate waiting for every single chapter (keke sorry for this)
I have just finished reading all the rested chapters yesterday.
I blamed you for making me cry, cry for the fate, their destiny.
i like the plot of this fic but there are some repeated ideas from chapter to chapter.
In general it is okie, the fic is emotional,funny, heartaching with many twists and guts.
it has sad ending but it is needed for this fic.
The sacrifice of YS showed the unlimited love of him toward HJ.
The waiting for thousand years of HJ demonstrated the eternal love for YS ^^
Poor little HyunSaeng for not having a happy life with both appa n umma.
of course HyunSaeng will have a happy life in the heaven.
Thank you again for this ^^
Looking for the update of Fated to meey you, Snow Prince n others.
LovelyYS #4
Chapter 78: Beautiful Story!
DoubleSHINee
#5
Chapter 79: A sad and happy ending:) and thank you for writing this story. I remember when I found it with a few chapters and now its finished:D
ysprince #6
Chapter 79: As a reader, yup...the ending made me tear up too..
finally, Hyun Joong and Young Saeng together.. i can smile even though still crying now...thankyu for your lovely story:)
hyunnmin
#7
Waah.. Such a great story.. But cant read tis anymore.. Already completed.. Waiting for voice of the angel.. Update soon.. Fighting..
LovelyYS #8
Chapter 77: OHhhh it hurt me!! Oh stop it crying but can't control. Can't wait for next chapter!
ysprince #9
Chapter 77: but you made a great story..and i respect what you'd planned...can't wait for the epilogue.but still...can you hug me *cries*
ysprince #10
Chapter 77: i beg you before... i don't wanna see young saeng die...
ottokeeee now i'm crying...this is so sad.my heart can't take this ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ