"I keep on counting.
Days, nights.
When I feel something is wrong with me,
I just shut myself from others.
My room is my best friend.
When I'm alone, I feel safe.
I believe that people come and go, 
So I was thinking,
Is it even necessary to attach to people whom you will consider as friends?
I know people may answer, no one is an island.
No one can stand alone or do things without the help of family or friends but still,
I believe one is mature enough to decide for his/her own self.
I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to say.
I'm so confuse right now.
God help me please.
Somebody . . .
Hongki . . . "