Taehyung made himself sure when they stepped in to the Narita Airport. Started from today, even though he couldn’t back again to his normal live, he wouldn’t regret it. He would start to love his wife and his little family. But speaking of feeling, he still feel the same. He still liked Jin and didn’t love Suga in same way, it just… he didn’t hate him anymore.

“Babe,” a voice snapped him onto the reality. He turned and saw Suga smiling to him, “People are watching you. Don’t you want to put on your sunglasses and hoodie?”

Oh, yes, right. He was a celebrity. But wasn’t it be uncomfortable if he used those kind of clothes? Like he said again, he wanted to start to love his family. “Are you on vacation with V or Kim Taehyung?” he answered in his casual style as he put Hyungjin on his arm. “I will hold Hyungjin. You hold the twin, okay?”

“Dad, I want to walk alone,” the three years-old Hyungjin whined.

The careless Taehyung of course would’ve just put it down because for him, Hyungjin was kind of heavy. But his feeling didn’t say so. He was afraid that something might be happen to Hyungjin. Was it what they called fatherly side? Instead of put him down, he hold Hyungjin even tighter as Suga held the twin. They greeted by a chauffeur—which Taehyung amazed, was he that rich—that will bring them to their house in Tokyo. The twins were sleeping soundly in the car while Hyungjin was playing with his toys in his baby-car-seat. Taehyung looked at Suga who looked sleepy and said, “You must be tired.” Suga responded with a nod. And remembered what he said to himself again before, he pulled Suga’s head to leaned on his face. “Sleep.”

Suga looked at him then smiled, “You too, sleep,” he said as he pulled Taehyung’s head to leaned on his head that was leaning on Taehyung’s shoulder. “This feel so comfortable.”

“Master Taehyung, we’ve reached the house. As usual, no one around the house and we’ve cleaned it. Let me help you with the stuffs first,” the chauffeur said when they arrived to the house already.

Taehyung who fell asleep woke Suga up and moved their luggage to the house. Jungshin and Hyejung were up already and they took a bath before headed to eat. Suga washed Hyungjin then himself same went to Taehyung. After they cleaned themselves, all of them went in to the car and Taehyung of course, being the dad, supposed to drive. He took a deep breath before started the engine. He knew how to drive, at least the basic, but driving in Japan’s road, this was his first time. Thanks to GPS, they arrived to the restaurant that they always visit every time they went to Japan. They went in to a private room and ordered many foods. “Let’s eat!”

Jungshin was looking at Taehyung’s food then turned back to his food, “Dad, your foods seem delicious. Can I try one?”

“Of course you can. Here, try one,” Taehyung said as he placed a piece of his food on Jungshin’s plate and eat his food. He ate for a while then turned his sight to Suga who was still feeding Hyungjin with bento. He didn’t even touch his food yet he still fed his son. At first, Taehyung was doubting himself whether he should do this or no. But Suga was his wife now, he saved his life few times also. So even though his child mind couldn’t love him now, he could be care of him, right? Then he took a piece of Suga’s sushi and moved it to Suga’s mouth. “Mom. Open your mouth.”

Suga shocked at Taehyung’s sudden act since Taehyung was not a romantic type. But he just smiled as he opened his mouth and swallowed the foods. “Thank you, Dad.”

“Aaaahhhh~~ It’s good to see Mom and Dad in good terms again,” Hyejung commented as she clasped his hands with chopsticks on her hands.

The mom raised a brow, “We’re always in good terms.”

“You guys seem a bit distant since yesterday. We thought you guys had fight. But I guess it just because Dad felt a bit unwell, right?” Jungshin asked as he sipped his Ocha. Taehyung always amazed with Jungshin’s observant act. He really had a clever and smart kid, Probably it was somehow Jeongguk’s effect. He realized it, 33 years-old Taehyung’s left was perfect.

“But I am okay now. Let’s get our food done so we can see uhmm… Fireworks?” Taehyung suggested.

The twins and Hyungjin nodded in excitement. “Sure, dad! I’ve browsed before and there are a firework parade in Tokyo City-Park! Can we go there after this?”

“Sure. But get your ramen done first so we can get going.”

Then the little family went to a park. Taehyung once again refused to use sunglasses or hoodie, because the Taehyung who wanted to start to love his little family wanted their family-vacation as family, not a family with no dad that having holiday with V. And because of that, many people kept taking a picture of him and his family. Because, well, ‘the V’ was here. He who was holding Hyungjin’s hand—who insisted to walk—looked at the twins who seemed unhappy with the flash-light while Suga was just walking normally.

“Dad, I hate this attention,” Hyejung said as he shook Taehyung’s free hand.

“Hyejung-ah,” Taehyung called, “Dad doesn’t want you to feel like you are in holiday with V. Now, the one in front of you is not that actor or celebrity or whatever you call, it’s your dad. Understand?”

Hyejung nodded happily, “You’re always saying that. But it’s true anyway, I’m on vacation with my Dad!!”

“How about mom?” Suga suddenly popped in to the conversation.

“Me too, Jungshin! And Hyungjin also~~~”

“Don’t worry, we’re on our family vacation together. There’s no actor, there’s Dad. There’s no businessman, there’s Mom. Isn’t it just perfect? Right, mom? Dad? Jungshin? Hyungjin?” Hyejung asked.

All of them nodded in agree and Taehyung ruffled his little girl’s hair before put his free arm around Suga’s shoulder as he pulled him closer to him. He was a king of skin-ship, but it felt somehow weird, to held someone that he used to hate before. But again, he needed to learn how to love. He leaned his face closer to Suga and whispered, “Our family is perfect now. And thanks to you.”

Suga blushed and he was smiling. The little family was walking around to find a good spot to watch and played fireworks. When they reached the best place, they just realized something. “Mom, Dad, where’s Hyejung Noona?” Hyungjin asked.

Taehyung looked around and he couldn’t find any trace of Hyejung near him. He became panic, how if something bad happened to Hyejung? Without any thought, he grabbed Jungshin’s hand and said, “Jungshin, you come with me to look for your sister. Su—Yoongi, stay here with Hyungjin and tell me if Hyejung is here, okay,” then he ran back to find Hyejung. He tried to call her phone but it landed to an international call, because Hyejung left her phone at home. Both of Jungshin and him shouted Hyejung’s name everywhere but got no reply. Taehyung grew more panicked, his only girl, hope nothing bad happened to her.

“Dad… Mom… Jungshin-ah… Hyungjin…”

He could hear a soft sobs near them and he instantly ran there along with Jungshin. His body became lighter as he saw Hyejung was crying with camera still around his neck. Hyejung ran and hug him tight. Taehyung felt weird when Hyejung hugged him, but it felt right. His daughter was hugging him, it was just so right. He hugged her back, “Where were you going? We’re worrying to the death about you. Don’t walk alone like that, okay? Dad doesn’t want to lost you,” he said as he wiped Hyejung’s tears, ruffled her hair then hugged him tight. “Now let’s go to Mom and Hyungjin. Come on, Jungshin, Hyejung.”

“Oh, finally, Hyejung-ah! Where have you been?” Suga asked as soon as they gathered together. “And where’s your dad?”

“I was taking some pictures since the scene is so nice here then I suddenly lost…”

“Dad is going to buy us some snacks and warm chocolate-milk. That was what he said.”

Taehyung then came in few minutes with plastic bags and five cups of warm chocolate-milk. He saw the kids were playing with bubble as Suga carefully watch them. He didn’t know why, but he had this urge to back-hug him. So he did it, made the older gasped. “I love your embrace.”

“You’re so cheesy now, babe.”

“HYEJUNG!! SNAP THE PICTURE!!” Jungshin’s scream shocked the couple as Hyejung snapped some picture from her camera.

Suga just sighed and shook his head at his children’s childish-behaviors, “I regret my decision to bought her a camera on his birthday,” he muttered before ran toward Hyejung.

Taehyung just laughed as he hold Hyungjin again. He loved to hold him recently. Was it really fatherly feel? He felt it a lot today, like when he lost Hyejung. It felt like his life would end if something happened to his kids. Maybe it was true, fatherly feel was true.

“Dad, what time is now? I forgot my watch at home,” Jungshin suddenly asked.

“11.45.”

“15 minutes more,” Hyejung suddenly popped in to the conversation. “Let’s telling stories! My friend Keira always said that she often do that with her family. Can we do it too, Mom, Dad, please?”

“Sure, dear, why not?” Suga said as he put Hyungjin on his arm and the little family made a small circle on the ground, “Since you suggested it, you go first. Tell us about what are you thankful in your life.”

Hyejung thought about it for seconds then clasped her hands. “I want to tell you how grateful we—Jungshin and Me since I don’t know about Hyungjin—to have such a wonderful parents like you guys.”

“You’re so cheesy, sist.”

“Mind your own business,” Hyejung snapped to her brother, “I’m very thankful to have you guys. I love Dad who always take me to movie premiere even though I am only nince. I love Mom who always take a good care of me even though things in office always make him have a great time. Even though I get it a lot, bad rumor about you guys and me and Jungshin, it is not decreasing my love for you. Mom and Dad are the best for me and I really thankful to be born and grow up in this little family.”

“How about Seungho?”

“Why do you need to talk about Seungho, Young boy?”

“You. Do. Have. A. Crush. On. Jung. Seungho,” her brother responded as he made a full-stop in every word that he said.

Hyejung blushed but the parents were laughing. “So you like Hoseok Hyung’s son, hmm. Interesting,” Taehyung commented than he turned to Suga, “Yoongi-ya. What are you thankful to in your life?”

“To finally have you by my side,” Suga answered honestly as crimson red appeared on his face.

“Mom is so cheesy.”

“I think it’s time to prepare our own fireworks,” Jungshin suggested as he looked at the other people who was busy with their fireworks.

Taehyung glanced at his watch and nodded, it was 11.55. He turned to Suga, “Yoongi-ya, take care of the kids for a while. I’ll be with fire,” he informed before put the fire on the fireworks and give one to Suga, “For you. It will be out soon.”

“Dad! Where is ours?”

“Nothing. You guys are too little to play this so just watch, okay?”

And the countdown started.

10. 9. 8. 7. 6. 5. 4. 3. 2. 1.

“HAPPY NEW YEAR!”

The fireworks parade was just beautiful. Hundreds of Fireworks on the sky and Japan’s sky became more and more beautiful. The kids yelled in happiness and Suga said, “Guys. Do make your wishes.” And everyone closed their eyes.

I hope our family can be like this forever. And I hope I can have more books and basketballs.

I hope nothing will go wrong in our family this year. Taehyung-ah, hope you’ll stay by my side this year.

I hope to see the next New Year with my brothers, mom, and dad. Or Seungho too, maybe.

I hope to grow up and live in this loving family until I am mature enough, years after this.

I hope I can truly in love with this family. Su—Yoongi, Hyejung, Jungshin, Hyungjin, you guys changed my life for nothing but good. Let’s be like this together.

After making a wish, the kids played again with the bubble while the parents were watching for them. Or Taehyung was like watching Suga. He watched every single feature of his face as his mind remembering every single detail of what happened in 15 years, the lost time of his life.

He was not a bad guy. I can love him… someday.

Suga realized that Taehyung was staring at him so he turned around, “What, Babe?”

“I know we are happy now. But I’m really curious about it,” Taehyung said as that question suddenly popped into his mind, “I want to ask. Have you ever regret it?”

“What?”

“Everything. Loving me, putting the mistletoes, saving my life and my family, taking care of my kids, and marrying me. Have you ever regret it?”

The older smiled as he shook his head and leaned it on his husband’s shoulder. “Why should I regret it? I have no reason for it. Those are the best thing that could ever happened to my life.”

“Thank you,” Taehyung said. He really thankful. The story really changed his mind about Suga. And he was sure the future Taehyung was really happy and thankful for have a wife like Suga. “For being on my side.” He looked at Suga in the eyes. He must loved him, he must tried to. And he knew, a kiss would be a great. But he wasn’t ready yet. It was too soon.

But Suga was going to make the move. He leaned his face closer to Taehyung’s and when their lips were about to touch, he felt something weird up to his throat as he pulled his face further from his husband’s and covered his mouth with his palm. “I’m sorry.”

Taehyung looked at him in confuse and panic look. What happened? Was he alright? “Yoongi… Are you alright? Please tell me if you don’t feel well because we can go home anytime.”

God, please let him be alright.

But wait. What am I talking about. I can’t be fall for him this soon, right? Even though I didn’t hate him again… no, it is too soon.

Midnight update, yay! 

I decided to do midnight update tonight since i'm really amazed by eungkyakya's new selca*-* 

How's it? I put some family moments x)

This chapter is longer than i expected since i thought it'll be the shortest chapter that i've write. 

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