The twin was staying in Jeongguk’s mother’s place since there were five days left of their holiday. Meanwhile, the parents decided to have their own quality time since Jin asked for a day off this day. The elder woke up due to alarm voice that signaled him that it was 6.30AM already. He looked at the sleeping figure beside him, looked so peaceful with eyes closed and saliva on the tip of his lips.

“Oh, Hyung, what do you want for breakfast?”

Jin nodded when he heard Jeongguk’s voice greeted him with his sleepy voice. Even after years, he never changed. The way he called him, it always be ‘Jin Hyung’ or something like that, but he never left out the Hyung. And the first thing he said with his sleepy voice was what he wanted for breakfast. It always came first, then—

Jeongguk pecked his lips and smiled sweetly. “Good morning, Hyung. Beautiful day ahead.”

--he would pecked Jin on the lips and greeted him a good morning.

It always like that, every morning for years. Same time, same place, same person, nothing was changed. For certain people, living in routine might be boring. But Jin was an exception. He never got bored with this routine, and would never get bored on it. He always loved how Joengguk asked him and the feeling of him thinking of what was for breakfast everyday. Not only that, he also loved how Jeongguk’s plump lips pecked his lips then greeted him a good morning and wished him a happy day.

“Hyung? You are spacing out.”

“Sorry,” Jin mumbled before leaned his body on the bed again and pulled Jeongguk on his embrace then ruffled his hair, “Let’s not think about breakfast for now. I just want to cuddle with you.”

They stayed still for some minutes before Jeongguk tried to wake up, “Hyung. You have work.”

“Didn’t I tell you that I take a day off today?” The younger shook his head then asked what they would do on today. Jin just shrugged before pulled Jeongguk for a cuddle again. “I want to cuddle with you all day long. Can I?”

“Sure, Hyung. But first, let’s wash up and eat. I am hungry. Then for today, I am all yours. You decided on what we do today, we can cuddle until tomorrow if you want to, Hyung.”

A strong pair of arm hugged Jeongguk from behind as he felt some weight on his shoulder. He looked up only to find Jin rested his chin on his shoulder with eyes closed, water dropped from his wet brown hair. “What do you make for breakfast? Needs help?”

“Simple dish. No, I am almost done. Let’s eat now, so I can help you dry your hair,”  Jeongguk said as he let go of Jin’s hand then put the breakfast on the plate. Both of them sat in couch with Jeongguk rested on Jin’s arm. The elder insisted to had breakfast on the couch and fed the Jeongguk. And of course, the younger couldn’t object it.

Once they were done, Jeongguk took Jin’s towel and approached the elder only to wrapped it around his head, dried Jin’s hair that still wet. “You should dry your hair properly, Hyung,” he said as he dried the elder’s hair gently, not wanting to made the elder hurt. “Oh, look. The black-root appeared already.”

“Want to help me to dye it back to brown when the black-color dominated my hair already?”

“Sure, Hyung. Can I dye my hair with brown too?”

“No.”

Jeongguk pouted, “Why?”

The elder just smiled as he ruffled Jeongguk’s hair. “Because you will get more stunning than you already are then you will be the center of attention like Taehyung where both girls and guys will be chasing over you. I don’t like it,” he confessed before pulled kissed Jeongguk’s nose. Then his face turned dark, “Speaking of Taehyung, I overheard some conversations about him these past few days.”

“Wha’s with it?” Jeongguk asked when he already knew what the matter was.

“These days, it was the kid Taehyung, right?”

The towel dropped. Even though Jeongguk already knew that he was going to talk about this, he didn’t know how to reacht now. But he knew it, that better to spil it out than lie to him. “Yes, Hyung.”

“You must be told him about the past, right? He must be hate me again, now,” Jin confessed his concern. Even after all this year, he still often thought that Taehyung still had some hate on him. He always thought that he was the center of the problem. How Taehyung’s dad and sister died. How his career dropped. How Taehyung got another girl pregnant. He still blamed himself for that. Because he thought that none of those would happened if he never asked Taehyung out. But now, he was relieved a bit. “At least now Taehyung knew what happened. He will avoid me in his world, and none of those will happen. He will have a happy life without any suffering.”

Jeongguk sighed as he told the elder to look on his eyes. He was tired on how Jin still blamed himself at what happened in the fast while Taehyung never brought it up or blame him anymore. “Seokjin Hyung,” he called Jin with Seokjin instead, signaling that he was serious. “Never ever blame yourself again. You didn’t create disaster, your created miracle. Can’t you see that he was now happy with Yoongi Hyung and his kids? And it was because of you. If none of those happened, Taehyung probably still hate Yoongi Hyung and he won’t find his true happiness—family.”

“Jeongguk.”

“I don’t think Taehyung  Hyung will remember anything from our time. Or if he does, he will try to forget it and let it flow. He will forget his current feeling toward Yoongi Hyung and continue to act like he hate him. He will forget everything, what happened between you and him, the twin, his happy family, everything. Taehyung Hyung will let everything go like how it supposed to be. So in the end, 15 years, he will see the same world. He and Yoongi Hyung, you and me, Jimin Hyung and Subin Noona. Hoseok Hyung too.”

“But Hoseok doesn’t get a happy ending now. If none of those happened, Jaekyung Noona—“

“Hyung doesn’t get his happy ending yet. He still need to go though obstacle to reach it,” Jeongguk said, “But I think Hyung will reach one, really soon.”

Jin managed to flash a smile. Maybe Jeongguk was right, he should stop on blaming himself and wishing the kid Taehyung woul avoid him. “Thanks, dear. You make me feel better.”

Jeongguk nodded before intertwined their hand together and pecked Jin’s lips. “You have me and the twin, which is what you should think about. Never ever blame yourself anymore, you are a miracle. Everything happened because it already planned by fate.”

“You are a miracle as well.”

“Hyung.”

“What?”

“Jin Hyung.”

“What?”

“Seokjin Hyung.”

“What do you want to say, dear?”

Instead of answering, Jeongguk cupped Jin’s cheeks and rested his forehead on the elder’s. “Nothing,” he answered sweetly, “I just want to tell you that I love you, a lot.”

“I love you more,” he replied before crashed their lips together.

After few seconds, the younger one pulled out from the kiss, but still rested his forehead on Jin’s. “No, Hyung, I love you the most.”

“No. You can’t love me more than I do,” he said then pulled the younger for another kiss. The kiss was soft, gentle, but both of them could feel love on it. Love that only they could give to each other. Then the kiss grew more needy and sloppy, before Jin pulled out and whispered on the younger’s lips, “I am thinking about sibling for the twin. How’s it sounded?”

A/N:

Two Epilogues left before i really wrap up The Lost Time! 

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