Chapter 2: Something's Wrong

Eccedentesiast
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The Next Day

Sulli POV

Yesterday, Krystal never told us what was wrong and she fell asleep before she unlocked the door so I had to sleep on the couch. Right now I'm eating breakfast just like on any other regular morning. We tried calling Krystal out to eat for breakfast again, but she refused just like she did yesterday night. I'm starting to get a little worried of her now... I've always loved her and tried my best to make her realize it and I want to get the chance to tell her how I really feel about her. I hope that she'll feel better so I can tell her that I love her more than I have ever loved before. I would love her enough to overcome my fear of the deep bodies of water and birds. Anyways, back in reality most of the members had finished with their breakfast and were getting ready for their schedules, but Soojung was still in her room.

"Krystal! We have to leave for a schedule for a variety show!!!" Victoria- Umma howled at Krystal.

"Arasso," A weak voice replied before the door of our room slowly creaked open.

It revealed a thin pale version of our previously cool maknae. We weren't used to this side of Krystal and it sent a shiver down my spine whenever we did see her like this.

"Maybe you should stay home today. You don't look very well," Amber suggested to Krystal.

"Yeah, I agree with Amber. We'll call up the manager and tell him that you aren't feeling well today," Luna supported. 

When Krystal heard what they said she just smiled the same smile she would show to the camera and said, "Don't worry about me, I'm fine. It's just the after effects of something that happened yesterday."

"What did happen yesterday, Soojung..." I stared into her eyes.

She looked at me and then flinched before quickly turning away. It was the first time I noticed that her eyes were so dull without the tiniest light sparkling in her pupils.

"I'll tell you later," She coldly answers and starts walking away to our van that will soon carry us to our variety show.

"Just promise you'll get better!" I called out to her.

"I'll get better, but I can't make that a promise," She responds and then continues towards our black van.

All of us just stare at her in disbelief as we watch her leave us with a unfamiliar cold atmosphere. It hurts my heart that we still don't know what is wrong with my beloved and that she doesn't trust me enough to tell me. Soojung, if you just told me what was wrong I could protect you from it and help you escape with me.

A Few Moments Later... Somewhere During The Variety Show, ********

"Krystal, you haven't talked today and you look at bit sick. Are you okay?" The MC asked concerned about Krystal's abnormal behavior.

"I'm fine... I'm just a bit tired, that's all. I'm sorry if I made you worried," She suddenly put on that same smile and acted like she was happy and healthy even though that was probably the opposite of what she was feeling just a moment before.

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darkstar839
I'm re-reading this and I think I really hold this story as my pride. ;)

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Kpopnoobie
#1
Chapter 11: This fanfic and your story, It's so beautiful and relatable. It's amazing how you stayed strong and persevered...I mean, I just respect you a lot for that...

I mean I'm still an eccedentesiast, I'm still desperate for a friend like Sulli in this story, I've literally written a forever contract to keep faking smiles to my friends... and there's no one that's willing to connect with me on a deeper and more emotional level.. I'm even like a counselor for them because I'd always find people on the school rooftop and help them out..but why can't they find me....and why won't they find me...thank you author, because I've literally and figuratively made my own Sulli, my imaginary friend
UpdateSoonPlease
#2
Chapter 11: sana po di nyo na maisipang kitlin ang sarili nyong buhay kasi masaya naman po ang mundong ito kahit sobrang lungkot na. sana kahit wala na ang snsd at f(x) may mahanap pa rin kayong rason para mabuhay at di lang sila. - nag-aalalang mambabasa
babooya04
#3
Chapter 4: Wow! It's so nice to mention my here! Well, thank you author shi for mentioning my name. By the way, how did you know that I'm currently reading your story? This is my first time visiting your story.
marimbaplyr9
#4
Chapter 11: wow i really liked this story. it's great to find authors like this that try to write realistically and try to write a story with an actual lesson you can learn from not just because they love the group and the pairing, This has to be one of my favorite fics. I love Krystal's character and I can totally relate. it's really great and touching read~ thank you ^^
ForeverSone10 #5
Chapter 11: I feel like i just read my life story....I feel exactly like you. All i have to say is that it gets better, little by little, and it gets to a point where you can be yourself with someone...it won't be over, but at leats it will get better. ^^
Btw, i LOVED the fanfic :D
meeyoon
#6
Chapter 5: i dont exactly how to explode my feelings to your awe fics. but it was litteraly makes me cry inside. really!

uh i think i'm the most 'big thanks to you' bcos you write this. i'm so sorry for short my words, stay health and keep writes more fanfics~ fighting! ^^
lovebythemoon29
#7
Chapter 11: I feel like reading my own life story. And i am so glad after read this chapter i am feel kind of relieve, relieve to show it out your story is like 95 percent like mine, just mine is more violent, more physical hurt. Don't mind me blah blah here but i want to let's it out. It started from WRONG things i did or not, people around me make me feel depress, i become really really sad. Sometime i think if i just die everything will alright. After that i started act cold and rude, "my" parents said i act like kids who use drug. I don't mind them and they started to hurt everywhere they can, i don't know on my body have more place that they didn't hurt yet. Since when i know they hurt me and hack i think i already living like robot, i don't feel pain anymore, physical hurt but the feel that hurt more unbearable. I don't know i have might to help other people who need help, but right now i really need one, the one help me from this darkness this disguised world..
snsdFTW
#8
Chapter 11: Your story is really heartbreaking :(
I can totally relate with the cold face thing and being misunderstood. I cant really blame others for thinking that way because I don't smile much and am reeaally reserved. It has come to a point where I actually act cold beacuse that's how people expect me to be. Imma try to change that now though and prove that everyone's opinion about me is wrong. And I also want to make their minds explode XD

I think you are a really beautiful and awesome person for writing this and spreading the word about depression and bullying :)
I'm sure that happy ending you are hoping for will come eventually, you just have to keep fighting and be strong ^-^ Hwaiting! I believe in you!
I will definitely be more active in protecting those around me from bullying and abuse~

Thank you for everything ^-^
Soshi9_4ever #9
Chapter 11: I'm sure you too will soon have your own type of happy ending that you have been wishing for :)
Hwaiting ~!! (^-^)9