Sulli POV

What made the plate drop in the first place?

That was the question Jungie had asked me yesterday. After that she had told me to come up with an answer by today and if I was close she promised that she would tell me how she felt. To tell you the truth, I haven't a clue in why she has been like this. She never said anything and she was still so young compared to the rest of the idols so I never suspected her to breakdown like this. She's even younger than the maknae's of exo so basically she's the youngest of the idol groups under the SMent label. Now here I am standing against her hospital room door trying to think of what she had meant when she said those words. I swear this girl is making me go crazy... I'm worried sick about her and I'm dead serious about it. After a few moments I was surprised to hear something coming from Krystal's hospital room... The sound of tears and sniffles could be heard from her room. There were also wails of agony, but altogether it was the sound of pain that I was hearing. I could only imagine her crying all alone with her head in her hands and yet it hurt me that right now I could do nothing to stop those sounds of pain. She was such a poor girl with a shattered heart. It was a terrible thing that such a beautiful and talented girl was being destroyed by her own mind... By herself. As minutes went by I could still hear those sounds of pain from time to time. Soon it began to fade and then I heard the most beautiful yet painful voice sing a song. It was amazing in how much emotion was put into it. (Pretend this was in korean and only Krystal was singing it... Song link: http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=ZGuXYIMrP60) I had almost cried after hearing it. It was then when I began to understand in exactly what she was feeling.

I was about to open the door to embrace and tell Krystal how much I loved her but then I heard her say, "It'd be so wonderful if a miracle happened and Sulli figures out why-... Why does it hurt so much? Why do you not love as much as you did before mom and dad? Who are my real friends? Who am I?"

When I heard those words I knew what made the plate drop now... It wasn't the hurtful comments from antis, it was being hurt by the people she trusted the most. The antis had only created a small crack in the plate. Her 'friends' where the ones that started making the plate slip down into the fall and her parents gave that extra force which made the fragile plate topple over