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So hey guys... I know people might not be interested in this stuff so feel free to ignore this if you want. No one is going to force you to read this or even acknowledge this feel free to leave or stay. I just want to say that the main reason in general in why I wrote this story was because I was annoyed and disgusted by the world I see around me. I know the world may seem perfect because of it's imperfection to many people, but I don't want to see any comments on how the world is not disgusting and that stuff. Sure that there are happy things in the world, but as much as we'd like to deny it... The world has a very dark side as well. Millions of people have suffered from different levels of what we label as depression. A couple of other millions have suffered from war, bad government, and etc. Even though I haven't faced most of it I can tell you some of the terrible things I've either thought or heard of through out my young life.

P.S. I'm not going to tell you my life story... Only what made me want to write this.

Let's start with school... Something actually less disappointing compared to many other things:

Yes, school is important and it educates students but sometimes teachers and staff need to know how it feels from each students view. In my story teachers became the doctors and therapists. No matter how much they think they know they'll never understand. Then, there are the idiotic school mates that are the popular kids. I do admit some of them are really nice and totally deserve to be popular but some of them need get some sense knocked into them. I'm pretty sure you guys now the other trash kids do in school so I won't even explain it. So one time my sister got back stabbed by a very close friend which made me add in those fake friends stuff in the story.

But then there's my bus... It was the typical bad bus you always here of but a bit different. Some kid actually got kicked off of the bus for the whole year. Another 2 got suspended for other things. Anyway, one of those kids was actually making fun of the BUS DRIVER! Many times the bus drivers face turned red and looked like she was about to cry throughout the year. He jumped everywhere and literally sprayed water and got the whole bus wet. He threw stuff out the window and also made fun of a lot of people. At first a girl almost cried when he was done with her. One of the person he made fun of was a boy a grade younger than me and I did feel bad for him until something happened...  I'm just going to call the boy victim Bob.

So one day Bob was on the bus and he was making fun of because he was indeed touchy and a bit overweight. I wanted to help him but after a while he made a deal with the kids that made fun of him. He knows how it feels to be made fun of and still hates the but yet he decides that it's OK for him to do it too. He starts paying his new 'friends' candy to prank his sister's boyfriend who is a senior in high school. The prank call was making ual noises that was completely inappropriate for our age. Even though he still hated the kids who made fun of him he laughed at the boyfriend's reaction.

So one day I went up to Bob and asked him, "Do you like ruining people's lives? Do you think it's fun?"

And he said without hesitation, "Yes I do, ruining people's lives are fun!"

From then on I looked at him disgusted because even though he knew how it felt to be bullied he found it 'fun' to ruin other's lives. That was something that disgusted me the most this school year. So I wanted to write a story about how wrecked peoples' lives can be and how unfun it is to be in that position. I knew how it felt to be bullied as well and I just couldn't believe that someone could be that heartless even after he knew how it felt.

At Home:

I am the youngest of my family and the most powerless out of all. Sometimes I even wish that I was on that terrible bus than at my own 'home'. I feel the most unwelcomed the more I continue to live in this place. Whatever it is I am always to blame... I am the ugly Cinderella in my house. I am always the 'stupidest' and the most 'irrational' one. 

Why am I considered to be that in front of their eyes?

It's just because I don't like going outside with them and prefer to be alone. I don't like going outside with them because of how embarassing they are. My dad acts as if he were a kid on a field trip spotting almost every little thing that he sees or dislikes. It's completely embarassing an annoying. When I tell him to stop doing that he looks at me like I'm crazy or does it even more because he enjoys making me angry. Wtf?! I'm freakin human too and I nee