Chapter 5: What Made The Plate Drop?

Eccedentesiast
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Krystal POV

It's been a couple a few minutes since Sulli left me mysteriously. When she had left doctors and therapists filled the rooms to examine me as if I was a lab rat. When they asked me to do things to test how I felt I would simply answer 'Go Away'. It took them a while to understand that I would only talk to the people I liked so I got pretty annoyed at them. Thank god they left before I lost me temper. It was a good thing that they took off my straps so I could move my arms around again. It was only because the doctors had a camera on me and plus I couldn't even kill myself with anything here. So to kill time I the TV that was way out of my reach. I'm thankful that they left the remote control here so I could turn it on. It was the 'Mnet special interview'. I guessed that the main topic was about my sucidal acts and  I was right. A couple of members from several groups came to talk about it including the rest of f(x) and my sister.

Sulli POV

I'm sitting here at a live interview with a lot  people from various group to talk about Krystal. To be honest, the manager was against this interview as well as the other f(x) members but CEO Sooman wanted us to inform the public and clear up any rumors. The national MC, Yoo Jaesuk and Actress Song Jihyo will be the MCs for this show so it should end up going fine.

So Yoo Jaesuk started the show seriously and said, "Hello, everyone! Today many idols have gathered to discuss the recent issue of f(x)'s maknae, Krystal's attempted suicide. It was an unexpected event that shocked millions of netizens and fans. Do to this, Mnet, SBS, KBS, MBC, and several music entertainments have come to agreement to send people to talk about this with hope that Krystal will recover from her current state of depression."

"We all really hope that she is feeling better about herself and others are recovering from the shock of this depressing event. Let us start the show with how the idols felt after hearing what happened to Krystal. First, up Jessica's sister who is representing Snsd," Song Ji Hyo continued with tears welling up in her eyes.

"It was truely a shock... I never thought that she would do such a thing. I must be a failure as a sister for letting this happen and I'm just sorry," Jessica struggles to say as tears begin to fall out of the corner of her eyes.

"It's not your fault Jessica dongsaeng," Ji Hyo comforted as tears fell down from her cheeks as well.

"Guys... Stop our you'll make a man like me cry!" Jaesuk tried to lighten up the mood.

"You a man?!" Jessica exclaimed w

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darkstar839
I'm re-reading this and I think I really hold this story as my pride. ;)

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Kpopnoobie
#1
Chapter 11: This fanfic and your story, It's so beautiful and relatable. It's amazing how you stayed strong and persevered...I mean, I just respect you a lot for that...

I mean I'm still an eccedentesiast, I'm still desperate for a friend like Sulli in this story, I've literally written a forever contract to keep faking smiles to my friends... and there's no one that's willing to connect with me on a deeper and more emotional level.. I'm even like a counselor for them because I'd always find people on the school rooftop and help them out..but why can't they find me....and why won't they find me...thank you author, because I've literally and figuratively made my own Sulli, my imaginary friend
UpdateSoonPlease
#2
Chapter 11: sana po di nyo na maisipang kitlin ang sarili nyong buhay kasi masaya naman po ang mundong ito kahit sobrang lungkot na. sana kahit wala na ang snsd at f(x) may mahanap pa rin kayong rason para mabuhay at di lang sila. - nag-aalalang mambabasa
babooya04
#3
Chapter 4: Wow! It's so nice to mention my here! Well, thank you author shi for mentioning my name. By the way, how did you know that I'm currently reading your story? This is my first time visiting your story.
marimbaplyr9
#4
Chapter 11: wow i really liked this story. it's great to find authors like this that try to write realistically and try to write a story with an actual lesson you can learn from not just because they love the group and the pairing, This has to be one of my favorite fics. I love Krystal's character and I can totally relate. it's really great and touching read~ thank you ^^
ForeverSone10 #5
Chapter 11: I feel like i just read my life story....I feel exactly like you. All i have to say is that it gets better, little by little, and it gets to a point where you can be yourself with someone...it won't be over, but at leats it will get better. ^^
Btw, i LOVED the fanfic :D
meeyoon
#6
Chapter 5: i dont exactly how to explode my feelings to your awe fics. but it was litteraly makes me cry inside. really!

uh i think i'm the most 'big thanks to you' bcos you write this. i'm so sorry for short my words, stay health and keep writes more fanfics~ fighting! ^^
lovebythemoon29
#7
Chapter 11: I feel like reading my own life story. And i am so glad after read this chapter i am feel kind of relieve, relieve to show it out your story is like 95 percent like mine, just mine is more violent, more physical hurt. Don't mind me blah blah here but i want to let's it out. It started from WRONG things i did or not, people around me make me feel depress, i become really really sad. Sometime i think if i just die everything will alright. After that i started act cold and rude, "my" parents said i act like kids who use drug. I don't mind them and they started to hurt everywhere they can, i don't know on my body have more place that they didn't hurt yet. Since when i know they hurt me and hack i think i already living like robot, i don't feel pain anymore, physical hurt but the feel that hurt more unbearable. I don't know i have might to help other people who need help, but right now i really need one, the one help me from this darkness this disguised world..
snsdFTW
#8
Chapter 11: Your story is really heartbreaking :(
I can totally relate with the cold face thing and being misunderstood. I cant really blame others for thinking that way because I don't smile much and am reeaally reserved. It has come to a point where I actually act cold beacuse that's how people expect me to be. Imma try to change that now though and prove that everyone's opinion about me is wrong. And I also want to make their minds explode XD

I think you are a really beautiful and awesome person for writing this and spreading the word about depression and bullying :)
I'm sure that happy ending you are hoping for will come eventually, you just have to keep fighting and be strong ^-^ Hwaiting! I believe in you!
I will definitely be more active in protecting those around me from bullying and abuse~

Thank you for everything ^-^
Soshi9_4ever #9
Chapter 11: I'm sure you too will soon have your own type of happy ending that you have been wishing for :)
Hwaiting ~!! (^-^)9