Krystal POV

It felt completely like dèjá vu when I woke up on a hospital bed and stared at the white ceiling. My vision was a bit hazy and my head hurt quite a bit when I had opened my eyes. I know what I tried to do yesterday and I don't regret it. After several blinks I saw a nurse and a doctor standing near the entrance or the exit of the room chatting about something rather stupid. In a split second the nurse angrily ran out of the room as the doctor began turning around to check me. I quickly shut my eyes and breathed slowly in order to fool my doctor. After a few minutes I heard the door swing open and shut. I waited a few seconds before I opened my eyes again. It seems like my acting has become even more convincing to all those happy to go people. I don't blame them... It might be best for them if they didn't know how I felt. The less people that know this empty hollow feeling the better... I wonder what people live for these days. If you think about after the human race is extinct all our hard work and glory will disappear as well. Even if we do survive what do we live for? You die anyway and then you're forgotten or some people question your existence after centuries. Sometimes I wonder if we even had a purpose to begin with or if we are just god's toys, used to kill some time. In a matter of time, I hear the door to my room swing open again. I quickly shut my eyes and pretend to sleep again feeling slightly annoyed by the itch in where I tore my previous Iv Drip bag off. I could hear the foot steps of the person who entered my room come closer and closer to me. The person had sat down on my bed and brushed my hair a bit.

Then after a moment she had said, "Stop pretending Jung, I'm tired of you faking almost every moment of your life."

I opened my eyes and saw that the women talking to me was Sulli. She looked at me with hurtful and strangely it felt like she understood me. Why does it feel that way? It's not possible... No one can save me now.

"Sulli, just forget about yesterday. Can't you do that just for me?" I begged her.

"I can't Krystal. Besides it's already all over the news and your family is worried as well," She told me in a serious voice that I had never heard from Sulli before.

I can't believe that my 'family' came anyway, Jessica must have forced them to... My mother and father could care less about this. The comment about my attempted suicide all over the news isn't a surprise to me. I bet no one had even suspected it and it'll explain my 'rudeness' to them. At the very least I hope that some idiots don't say I did this for 'attention' and get away w