I watched Heechul worriedly as he came into the room. He looked as if a dementor asoul had applied The Kiss on him and had out his soul. He's eyes was bloodshot. He ignored all our stares as he curled up into a ball facing the wall, lying on the chair. I walked towards him and was about to ask him what has happened and how was Hankyung when the nurse came in again. " Who would like to visit Kim Kibum sshi though we prefer to have the oldest 3 first.." I looked at Heechul and decided he is in no fit state to go while Hankyung is still seriously injured, so i alone, followed the nurse out. The nurse led me to room 12,  before opening the door, pausing to let me in before closing the door behind me.

Kibum looked so frail and small lying in the big white hospital bed. His leg was casted while there was bandages round his head and arms. His snow white skin was paler then ever. But in Leeteuk's eyes, he is still as adorable and as handsome dear dongsaeng as he known for so long.

 I walked to the side of his bed and sat down on the chair, starting to brush away stray hair on Kibum's forehead before resting my hands on Kibum's bruised ones. " Kibum-ah, i'm Teukie hyung. Mianhae....hyung cannot help to take away your pain..sorry for not being there for you all these years..Kibum-ah.. if you forgive hyung..can you please wake up..?" when suddenly, I felt Kibum's hands twitch under mine. Looking up, I saw Kibum opening his eyes slowly bef