I picked up the dairy that Kai had bought me. He told me to write in it ,so if I didn't make it in time he would deliver it to him. To the one I love.

I opened the dairy and flicked through the pages. Empty. I remembered when Kai gave it to me. The day when he left me. On Christmas. No our Christmas. I sighed and returned to the first page of the book. I picked up the pen from my desk and wrote:
 

“Dear Diary,

My name is Byun Baekhyun.

I have 21 days to live.

I have 21 days to find him.

I have 21 days to search.

I have 21 days to say:

I love you

Chanyeol!

I have always loved you.”

I closed the book and took in a deep breath as I placed the diary on the table beside my hospital bed.

The last thought I had before falling to sleep was “ Don't worry Yeollie. Tomorrow the search begins”