" Mom ! Can  I go out for a while.I wouldn't  back home late.."

"Okey. But make sure you wouldn't be late."

"Yes, ma'am.." 

I tok my beg and went off the road.Suddenly I bumped into a boy.

" Ops,sorry..I didn't mean to.."

He interrupted me, " Never mind,it's okey.I'm fine."

"Oh,sorry again." I said.He smiled at me and left immediately.

It was Jonghyun,my schoolmate.I looked at him until he dissapeared from my view.

I started walking to the park and sat on a bench.The neon lights showered me.

I opened the diary in my hand.

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         It's autumn.

         I'm sitting on a bench at a park,writing this diary.

        I'm surrounded by golden-colour trees. What a good view!

        I'm an autumn fellow.

        A young couple sat on a bench beside me and are playing with their cute one-year old boy.The little boy is just beginning to        

        walk and he looks at everything with delight.

        It is a perfect picture of happiness. I would like to have a child,too.

        " Young boy, do you want this ice-cream ? " An old man asked me. Ice-cream?? In this cold weather??

       " Don't worry,ice-cream contains a lot of calories.It will heat up your body in this cold weather."

         Oh..Well,I want to do something differently this autumn.. so..

       "Okey ! "

        Vanilla flavor.._____'s favourite ice cream flavor.

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He knew my favourite ice cream flavor,too?

Huh.I don't even know him.

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          I eat the ice cream..

          while dreaming....that I will sit beside______..

          ..while eating ice cream together in this beautiful park,surrounded by those golden-trees..

         but a dream will always be a dream..

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 So,told me who you were !

Then I would go and eat ice creams with you until you vomit..

I took a deep breath--and looked at the dark sky.

When we can meet each other,huh ?

okey..continue.. 

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         Then I heard the girl that sat at the bench beside of my bench said at her husband,

       "Look at him.He's smiling like a crazy man while eating an ice cream." They burst out a laugh.

         Aigoo..

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Hahahaha. I couldn't help but crack up laughing.Then I heard some girls that walked in front of me said,

"Look at her.She's laughing herself like a crazy girl." They burst out a laugh.

opss..aigoo.

Meanwhile at Minho's house.

Jonghyun walked in."Hey,you know who I met just now ?"

"Who ?" Onew asked. "_____".Jonghyun grinned.

"Really ?" Minho asked.

"Yes,and it seems that she brings Taemin's diary everywhere.." Jonghyun smiled.

 Jonghyun can imagine in his head now ;You're sleeping with the diary..

Then you eat your breakfast--with the diary beside you.Then,you're at the gym--and the diary is still beside you too.

Then,you kiss and hug the diary before you sleep and...

"Yaa!! Jonghyun,why you're smiling at yourself ?" Onew wrinkled his nose.

Suddenly Key burst out a laugh. "Hahaha ! Do you remember when the first time we read Taemin's diary ? He wrote a diary like a girl !"

"Hey ! Don't say like that.I also had wrote a diary."Onew said. Everyone gasped in horror.

"..but I don't write about my crush all the way on my diary like Taemin." Everybody laughed.

But then there was a sudden silent.

"I miss Taemin " Key said slowly.

" Me too " Jonghyun,Minho and Onew said in unison.

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