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I had to blink twice before what he said registered into my mind. Then I found myself staring at him. 

 

" I don't like to pretend to be your girlfriend " I muttered.

 

" What? " he asked me.

 

" I said I don't like to pretend to be your girlfriend " I repeated.

 

" So you want it to be real? " 

 

" NO! " I yelled but my voice croaked and I coughed.

 

Gi Kwang immediately grabbed me a glass of water and helped me drink it.

 

" Don't push yourself too hard " he told me.

 

" You're not the boss of me " 

 

" But today, I am " he argued.

 

" If Joon doesn't like me, I shouldn't push him to do so " I whispered to him.

 

" But you like him "

 

" Yeah, I do. But if I want him to be happy, then I won't interfere " I replied.

 

To my surprise, he embraced me. I was caught off-guard. His body was warm, opposite to my cold ones. He buried his face in my neck. What was he doing that for? Is he planning on making me insane? 

 

" What are you doing? " I asked him nervously.

 

" I admire you " he said.

 

" Are you stupid? There's nothing to admire in me " 

 

" Your love for him. You're so dedicated " Gi Kwang said.

 

" Well, I'm not a player like you " 

 

" Believe it or not, I never had a serious relationship before. " he confessed.

 

" What? " I was stunned when he said it.

 

" Yeah. So I never really had a courage to love like you do " he broke the hug and looked at me.

 

" Oh. " was all I managed to say.

 

" Well, you should try loving someone. " I continued.

 

" Why? "

 

" So that you'll be happy "

 

Then there was silence. I could hear the both of us breathing. Gi Kwang was still looking at me intently. I was really very nervous. My heart was beating very fast. And I really wonder why. Could I be possibly falling for him?

 

" What is it? " Gi Kwang's voice brought me back to reality.

 

" What if... " I trailed off.

 

" What if what? " Gi Kwang asked.

 

" What if I told you I fell for you already? " 

 

[ Author's Note ]

 

Sorry for the short update! But I hope that you still continue to support my fic!!! I'm really sad because I didn't pass the second screening. Why? Because I was sick. Damn it. Please comment and subscribe! Don't be a silent reader!