Fear Scare Hurt Pain

Mystery From The Start

Even though Junhyung say that he doesn’t want to think too much but somehow he was bother what Hyuna say and he can’t stay focus with his work. BEAST was concern whether he has a fight or quarrel with Hyuna but no one dare to ask Junhyung. It was common for couple to have a small fight or quarrel but Doojoon feel that it wasn’t just small fight or quarrel.

During lunch break, Junhyung and Doojoon stay back and ask the rest of the member to get something for them. The rest the member know what Doojoon going to do. So they decide to come back after they finish eating.

“Hey. Are you ok?” Doojoon say and pass a bottle of coke to Junhyung

“Hey thanks Hyung. Why you never go with them?” Junhyung ask taking the coke from Doojoon

“I ask them to pack something back for us. And I think you need someone to talk to.” Doojoon say but Junhyung remain silent

“Have a fight or quarrel with Hyuna?” Doojoon asked but Junhyung shake his head

“Then why are you so distracted while working if you never have a fight or quarrel with Hyuna?” Doojoon continue prompt the question to Junhyung

“Hyuna say that if one day I don’t love her anymore she want me to tell her personally and she will let me go just don’t cheat on her and let her found out by herself. She will let me go even she doesn’t want to. She won’t force me to stay and love her” Junhyung say with pain in his heart

“I myself doesn’t know whether a not will forever in love with Hyuna. But for sure I fall hard for her now, but what will happen in the future? No one can predict that. Will I ever fall for others girl other than Hyuna? Will I? For now I can ensure that I wouldn’t but what will happen in the future time? But I’m sure that the last thing I wants was to hurt Hyuna my first and only one that I want to protect with my life for now. Will I able to tell Hyuna that I have fall out of love from her? Will that time come?” Junhyung say putting both his hand on the side of this head with his knee supporting his elbow

“So are you telling me that one day you will fall out of love from Hyuna?” Doojoon asked

“Ani. I don’t want that to happen.” - Junhyung

“Then why are you afraid of when you don’t want that to happen?” – Doojoon

“How can I ensure that my feeling will last when our heart and feeling wasn’t fix with shape? Now I can ensure that I really fall hard for Hyuna and doesn’t want to let go of her but what will happen in the future when I really fall out?” Junhyung say with fear

“Why are thinking something that for now it wouldn’t happen?” – Doojoon

“I’m scare. I’m scared that one day I will. I’m scare that I will let go of her. I’m scare. “ Junhyung scream

“Jun. From your reaction I can tell you that, that day wouldn’t come. During Hyuna coma how do you feel? When Hyuna ask for divorce how you feel” Doojoon patted Junhyung back understand what he fear of

“I’m scare. I feel pain. I feel hurt. I feel my soul wasn’t with me anymore. I’m scare she will really leave me or forever in coma. I still have many things want to do with her. I still want to spend all my life with her. I don’t want to let her go. I want to hold tight to her hand. I want to hug her tightly prevent her from leaving me.” Junhyung say start to feel that pain, the lost have come back when his fear of Hyuna going to leave him

“Wasn’t that your answer for your future already? Yes. We might not able to predict what going to come but from your reaction it show that no matter what happen in the future you wouldn’t let her go. Hyuna already part of you and your life. If she when missing you no longer you anymore. You feel fear. You feel scare. You feel pain. You feel hurt. All those feeling wasn’t because you unsure of the future between you and Hyuna but because you really love Hyuna too much to have that day to come. Loving someone not only you will feel happiness and loving her but you will fear, you will scare, you will hurt, you will pain because you really fall hard for her to let her go missing in your life.” Doojoon say seriously

“I believe Hyuna was the first person that can make you feel this way. How long have you been living to find Hyuna? I don’t think you able to find another her that will make you go crazy and freak out. You already too deep falling for her that you not able to come out. Just one day you never see her you already go crazy. Just for one day for not able to hear her voice you already miss her. Every day you will look at your phone waiting for her to reply your message. Do you think you able to love someone else like this again?” Doojoon continue

“Yeah. I fall too hard for Hyunnie. She was the first and only one that can make me go crazy and freak out. I always can’t wait to go home early and see her. I always want to hear her voice. I always will look at my phone wallpaper. I hope she able to hop out from my phone and I can hug her tightly and kiss her like there was no tomorrow. Every single day I will do the same. She bright my life, she indeed was part of my life. Without her, my life was empty. I want to hold on to her and never want to let her go.” Junhyung smiling remember how he always reacts at work

“I can’t and will cheat on her. I fall too deep for her without me knowing. With her, I was like sitting on a roller coaster ride that never will come to end. She was everything I want to hold onto. I never have met girl like her to make me this way. She's my life.” Junhyung smiling brightly knowing his feeling for Hyuna wouldn’t be shaken by anything or anyone

“I need to call her and meet her now. I need to tell her. I need to let her know. I need her now.” Junhyung stand up running out of the room

Before he left the room, he turns around. “Hyung. Thanks a lot. I will try to come back if not I’m here to apologize to you and everyone first.”

He was running while making a call to Hyuna. After a few ringing Hyuna pick up.

“Yeoboseyo.” – Hyuna

“Babe. Are you at your office now? I’m going to your office now to find you.” Junhyung say while running

“MWO?” Hyuna shout

“I need you now. I need to see you now. I want to tell you something that I have been trouble about.” Junhyung say while opening his car door.

“I’m now on my way from Cube building to your office. I will be reaching hmm 30minute or even lesser. I don’t know. I just want to see you now. See you in few minute later. Bye.” Junhyung hang the phone without waiting for Hyuna respond and smiling excited.

He wants to let Hyuna know how he feels now. He wants to see her now. He wants to hug her now. He wants to tell her everything. Junhyung start driving. But he was too excited that he was more in speeding than driving but still trying not to excess the limited speed and try to drive safely. He was smiling to himself.

 

 

 

 

AUTHOR NOTE

Doojoon was indeed a great leader right?

Finally Junhyung know why he was feeling this way. He falls too hard for Hyuna that he lost himself. Now he was on this way to Hyuna office.

OMO Hyuna, what are you going to do now when you at Cube building instead at your office? Will you able to hide your identity from Junhyung when he didn’t find you at your office?

Stay tune for more. At the same time check out my other story.

http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/444054

http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/449462/healing-heart-4minute-hyuna-infinite-sunggyu

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Daewon9397 #1
Chapter 61: awww !! this is very interesting story !! thanks authornim !
ChoiGyuJin #2
Chapter 15: Love the Ending,Very Much!!
dhiya_arisa #3
Chapter 61: i love the ending very much, you did a great job
dhiya_arisa #4
Chapter 46: i'm glad that 4 minute's secret has been revealed, that way they do not need to feel anxious anymore
dhiya_arisa #5
Chapter 20: who know that doojoon is actually afraid to taste junhyung cook
lollypopkeke #6
Chapter 61: ash you are so cruel...i love your story
HyunaEXOthebest
#7
Chapter 61: Really!! so nice!!!
cheekylittlechubba #8
Chapter 62: The best story ever!!!! I cried when Junah was getting treatment and how they were both so emotionally distraught :(

nevertheless I really love the happy ending ^^

great job authornim :D
tamakikaname
#9
Chapter 61: Woah nice story :) u have work hard for this author-nim, thank u <3
Hyunafans4ever #10
Chapter 62: YEAH. A happy ending.
I will be looking forwards to your new work