ChaeRin's POV

 

He feed me a jelly bean ...

 

A strawberry one ...

 

I bite my lips as I tried to hold my tears , Minji pat my back lightly and I break down completely

 

" I miss him ... I can't get over him ... Why did he leave me ?" I cried and Dara , Bom and YoungBae ran over

 

"he has his reasons , ChaeRin-ah" YoungBae said and Dara nodded .

 

Bom usher SeungHyun to grab a glass of water for me and after drinking it , Bom allow me to crash at her room .

 

I ran up and slam myself against her soft bed , it wasn't as soft as my bed or JiYong's guest room bed but it would do .

 

I flip thru my phone photos and almost all of them are pictures of me and JiYong , they were sad yet happy pictures .

 

There was a video about me and JiYong playing a 2 player video game , I was losing so I kept pushing him , smacking him , tickling him , cupping my palm against his eyes hoping he would lose but he was way ahead of me , he was even teasing me "Awww , it's so cute to see you there losing to me " he said and he won atlast , he even flick my forehead teasingly , I was whining like a baby , he restarted the game and I tried to beat him but I fail as his player run infront of me , I whine again but he suddenly exchange my controller with his controller making me use his player as he was playing my player , he use my player and win it for me before exchanging back our controller "Oh ! You win !!" He exclaim and hug me , JiYong's player lose a life and I was shocked because he help me to win the game instead of letting me lose

 

. The next video was sweaty , dirty JiYong sleeping on my couch , we just came back from a cross country run and he won the first prize out of 300 students so he's pretty douche , he felt asleep right away when he fell on my couch , there I was trying all ways to wake him up but he wouldn't even bulge until I suddenly his manhood making him scream in a girlish way and jump up immediately in a so called "un-manly" way .

 

Unknowingly tears were flowing down , they weren't sad tears or happy tears , I don't even know why I'm crying .

 

I was flipping thru my phone again until I was interrupt by a intruder

 

"Omo ! I'm sorry ! I-I didn't know you were in there !"

 

It was a guy's voice so I turn around .

 

Who is him ?

 

I've never seen him before ...

 

"Um , are you okay ? " he ask and I nod

 

"really ? but you don't look okay ... " he came in and sat on Bom's floor beside the bed .

 

I sniff a bit and mumble "you're right , I'm not alright ... My boyfriend suddenly left me for no reason and I can't move on ..."

 

I stare at him for a while " I ... I still ... Got this ... This stirrings .."

 

"You still love him , don't you ?"he ask and I breakdown in front of this stranger .

 

Yes , its true ...

 

I LOVE JIYONG

 

and nothing can replace that feeling .

 

I cried and cried while he's patting on my back confronting me

 

"maybe he has he's reasons "

 

" don't cry , it's such a shame to break up with a girl who loves her boyfriend so much "

 

" he broke your heart and totally not worth your tears so why are u crying ?" I let everything out and the guy hand me some tissue

 

" I look like crap now right ?" I smile a bit and rub my eyes .

 

"Just a little bit on the hair .." He said and reach out to comb a few strands of my hair softly .

 

It reminded me of JiYong my hair but JiYong uses a bit pressure to it , like Im really combing my own hair , unlike this kind guy here whose doing it gently .

 

"May I know your name ?" He ask and I nodded

 

" Lee ChaeRin , and your's ?"

 

"Jay Park " .

 

 

 

We walked down stairs together to rejoin the others

 

" I see you have met Jay Park , ChaeRinnie " YoungBae said and I nodded " yea , he was really nice" .

 

They all started to play jegga , twisters and all sorts of games , but I didn't join them , I wasn't really in the mood so I just sit there with a drink and watch them play around .

 

"Not joining them ?" Jay ask he sat down on the couch beside me , tired of the twister game the others except him and Daesung are still playing .

 

" not in the mood .." I mumble and he pat my back .

 

I realize it was after 11 pm so I stood up and walk out without telling them because I don't wanna mess up their game .

 

I was walking home then suddenly a car pull up next to me and came out Jay

 

"its dangerous to let a lone girl walk home at this time , let me drive u back home !" He said , I shake my head "never mind my house is just around the corner"

 

"it's still dangerous "Jay said and open the car door for me .

 

At last I got in , gave him my address and he drove me home .

 

We weren't awkward on the road to my home , we were chatting and we even exchange numbers and he offer to help me out with my upcoming exam cause I've been skipping a lot of classes .

 

He's really a sweetheart . :)

 

 

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