I woke up to a text.

“Ji Eun-sshi! I am currently having a fever and the doctor had given me a few days of MC. So I guess the discussion today will be cancelled. I’m so sorry about that! TT ”

I read silently, having his voice in my mind all the while while I was reading it. I could sensed that he was probably pouting when typing this message since he was never expressionless.

“Ah it’s okay.” I managed to reply. “Take care.”

“Aww Ji Eun-sshi are you caring for me? I’m so touched I wanna come and hug you right now!” He replied.

I giggled at his cute text.

Wait… WHAT? Did he just make me laugh… again?

I sighed before vigorously tapping on my iPhone 5. “No. I just don’t want my grades to drop because of you.”

I was confused. I was confused of why he was able to make me feel this way – to make me laugh even if it was just a text message.

Beep. Another text message.

“Yah, don’t be angry at me, Ji Eun-sshi. I’m sorry. :(“

I let out a louder sigh as I threw my phone on my bed before throwing myself on the bed as well. Clearly, I was angry.

But not at him.

I wasn’t angry at him, I’ll never be angry at him - even though I do rage at him. There wasn’t any sign of anger in my tone when I’m scolding him.  I might be cold towards him but I was never for once angry with him, even when he made me smile and I nearly gave myself away.

In fact, I was angry at myself. I was angry he probably thinks I am an unreasonable rude . I was angry that I am concerned about how he judges me.

Does it really matters to me? Well… It's not like I could fail a test just because of my poor attitude towards people. 

But… What’s making me feel this way?

``I could totally imagine him pouting... so adorable! GAH.