"Why do we have to exchange roles?" I ask.

"Do you want me to say it out loud? It's because Mami is beautiful." Edward said.

"But.. we practiced and such. What the!"

"Luhan, choose between her and Mami." -Edward.

I glanced over his face, but before he says something..

"Okay, I give up." I smiled.

"Okay! Good. Start over again!" He said.

I made my way to the dressing room to exchange costumes with Mami.

"So.. you must be a transferee huh?" I ask while smiling at her.

"Ah yeah." she grimaced.

"Do you know someone.. I mean, here in school. Hehe."

"I am searching for someone.."

"Who?" 

I look at her and have to smile. She looks serious.

"I am looking for the person.. The person I loved." tears in her eyes started to fall.

"Are you okay?" I handed her a handkerchief.

"Aww," she smiled. "Thanks."

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So here I am, watching them. Theyre practicing. I should be the one.. saying my vows to Luhan, eh. I noticed something. Luhan's eyes changed. I mean, it's like theyre pleasing.. theyre sparkling, full of emotions. It's like saying a thousand words.

"Luhan's such a playboy. HAHAHAHA. Getting chicks eh. Look, his eyes are very expressive and that's because he is talking to a beautiful girl." Kris said while handing me a cup of coffee.

"What do you mean? He was not serious because I'm not beautiful?"

"Huh, I didnt say something. Hehe." he teased.

"Pft! Hate ya." I tsk-ed.

He sat beside me. "It's not the looks that counts. It's about the inside. The real you. That's what you called 'beautiful'. Even though you have braces, not so beautiful skin, curly dry hair.. I'll always love you."

I choked.

"What?"

"I'll always love you.. I-I mean.. as a friend ya know." he smirked.

"Youre such a playboy. But thanks for taking care of me."

He hugged me and that shocked me. I can feel the warmth of his body, his breath. It's like I want to hug him more.

"Flirt." We saw luhan standing in front us with knot on his forehead. He has his belongings in his hands.

"Goin' home?" I asked. Too early for that.

He didnt say a word and he stepped outside the door.

"Luhan! We still have tutorials! Luhan!"

I ran after him.

"Luhan! What's your problem huh? Luhan!" I shouted. And because of irritation, I threw my shoes on his back.

"what the heck! What do you think you're doing? Huh? Will you please stay away from me? Dont act like we are close! Dont stick your nose to someone else's bussiness!" he shouted with anger and he pushed me away. To the cold ground..

In that moment.. I realized that I am too attached to him. I watched him fade away.

My heart... it hurts. It hurts like hell. 3

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Sorry for the super late update! Gomen ne! :> Sorry for typo and wrong grammars /3 Im practicing and learning to construct deep grammars XD and Im busy, school and stuff. 

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