Saddened

~ Nekko Haja ~

It has been 3 months since that incident and now I am very close to them especially Woohyun-oppa... 

Though I must say I cling to him alot... Yes I am a bit clingy but I know when to stop my doings.

Things have been smooth but they are just a bit curious about something I don't know they often stalk me for some reason

it should be me stalking them.

Sighed.

"Oppa..." I shouted and running on them. "Woohyun-oppa..." I waved.

"Oh... Anneyeong..." He said.

"Anneyeong Jaeri-ah..." Said the others.

Why do I feel Woohyun oppa is not himself? Did I do something? Do I look bad? Do I...

"Yah... Jaeri..." L oppa bring me out of my thoughts.

"D... Deh?" I said.

"Snap out of it... You are just standing there spacing out... For 2 minutes I've been trying to call you." He scolded.

"Eh? Is something wrong?" I said.

"Yes... And it is you..." He replied.

"Deh... Deh... Kaja?" I told them and they nodded.

But why? Does he not want to see me? Or am I just too...

I was saddened by my own thought decided to shut myself for the whole journey.

They let me get into school with them in there Manager's car.

Sighed.

"Wae? Something wrong?" Said Sungyeol oppa but didn't managed to hear ot because of my deep thoughts.

"Something's wrong with her!" Exclaimed Dongwoo.

"Jaeri." Nudged Sunggyu oppa but still didn't flinched because of the same reason. Deep thoughts.

"JAERI... EARTH TO JAERI..." Suddenly said by L oppa.

"Huh??? Huh??? Fire? Robber? What?" I jolted and look to my right and left then sighed.

"Wae?" I asked.

"Are you alright? You seem really off? Something happened?" L oppa asked in concern.

"Nan... Molla..." I replied and looked at the window to avoid their eyes.

"Kim Jaeri, look at me." He demanded and so I look at him.

"Neh?" I replied nervously.

"Meet me at the pitch later... Don't you dare make me wait." He ordered in which I nodded firmly then he grabbed my phone

and typed my password.

"There I set an alarm so you won't forget... Reminding me how forgetful you are when you are not interested in the things

you are doing." He gave the phone back to me and I nodded again.

Woohyun oppa was looking at me. I blushed. Should I? Should I not?

Then someone's phone rang.

 

Woo: Yeobeoseyo?

Anonymous: Oppa... Let's have dinner...

Woo: Arasso... What time?

Ano: After your sched.

Woo: Okay... Meet me in ___ Restaurant. See you later JunKi

 

He emphasize the last word or lets just say the name.

I was so devastated and I should pick the 'Should I not?'. Sighs turns into frown. Frown turns into sadness and ripping my

heart apart.

L oppa was starring at me intensely.

"Wae??? Wae??? Stop looking..." I said a bit pissed tears will come out anytime and the others looked at me.

"Something wrong?" Said Sungjong oppa.

"Managernim I'll take the stop here..." I suddenly urge to be alone and he stopped the car.

"Kamsamnida..." I bowed and ran away.

"I'll be off as well... I need to follow that girl." L exclaimed which surprised the others.

 

I ran as fast as I could and tears won't stop falling and someone called me.

"Jaeri..." He shouted which made me stop and then he back hugged me.

"Oppa... *sob* why didn't you tell me? *sob* I thought I am really good at stalking but proves me I am not..." I sobbed and laughed.

I hugged him back.

"Oppa is sorry I just don't want my dongsaeng to be hurt... Well... You really are good at stalking but maybe you just missed that

part..." He encouraged me.

"Oppa... Wae... Am I not pretty enough? Wae oppa? Am I too clingy and annoying... Wae!" I screamed and cried at his dress.

He cupped my face and put his forehead onto mine.

"Look at me... It's going to be alright... You are not pretty but beautiful... So don't ever let yourself down  you know it hurts oppa

seeing you sad, right? You are not clinggy and annoying..." He said cooing with me.

Tears continue to fall down.

"Does he not know???" I asked.

"I don't know... Promise me this won't affect your emotions... I can't bare to see you in that state ever again." He told me.

I have once have an emotional depression breakdown were I can't show any emotions other than a straight face or crying.

(Sana Kurata's Illness xD)

"I ... I don't know anymore..." He peck my forehead and wipped my tears.

"Oppa is always here..." He said and I nodded we started walking while trying to stop myself crying until we reached the Uni.

"Stop crying now... It pains oppa that you've been crying too much." Sometimes L oppa is just too concerned in me.

"Ne... Neh... You go in the class first I'll just go to the toilet and wash my pathetic face." I said and he was kind of worried

leaving me.

"Go... Shooo..." I shooed him away. He kept glancing at me until he completely disappeared and entered the toilet and sink into

my knees.

"It's too sudden?" I cried but remembered that I still have lessons to attend and was already late by 10 minutes.

I washed my face and applied makeup to cover my swelling face because of crying.

I immediately hurried in my class.

I knocked at the door and excused.

"Seongsamnim... Joesonghamnida..." I bowed.

"It's alright Mr. Kim told me that you have a stomach cramp." He said understandingly.

I mouthed oppa a 'thank you' and went to my space starring at the outside view not focusing on anything just my deep thoughts.

"Ms. Kim Jaeri... Answer the next question..." Seongsamnim pointed at me which brought me back to the world.

"Neh?" I asked.

"Pay attention please Mr. Kim help her out.." He said and oppa answered my question.

Sighed.

Reality is so cruel.

Why can't he be mine? That's ghe only words coming into my mind.

The class finishes and I still continue dozing off suddenly random thought came to my mind and which makes me pissed.

I suddenly stands up and slammed my hands into my desk.

"Aigoooooooo...." I stomped my head causing the others who are left in the room to look at me but then mind their own bussiness.

"Arggggggggg...." I groaned and grabbed my bag.

"Yah... Kim Jaerin get back here." Said L oppa but continued walking I am going insane.

Then I bumped into someone fell down and boom hand offer.

"Joesonghamnida..." I bowed then look up to the person whom I bumped into with another person who is gorgeous ... A model.

It was Woohyun oppa with the model lady.

"Joesonghamnida..." I repeated. 'Why infront of me?' I asked myself. "Kwenchana yo?" He asked.

"Ne... Kwenchana..." I answered. It's just too much for one day.

 

Author's Note

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Trix19999 #1
Chapter 15: Done Already huhuhu.. thanks for updating:)) See you in your other fics :)))))
Trix19999 #2
Chapter 13: Finally!! you updated!! yeash they have thre honeymoon hahah

thanks for updating
update again
BaboGirl #3
Chapter 13: Kya!!!! I like it!!! I like it!! Thanks for updating... Update again and the thing the part 2 part hehe "wiggles eyebrows" haha
Trix19999 #4
Chapter 10: KYA!!! Finally there together now i've been waiting for it... thanks for updating...please don't finish this fic huhu :)))
Trix19999 #5
Chapter 7: OMG!!! Updated again!!! thank you suuu much~!!! JUNKI!!!! want me to kill you eo??? just say it anytime i don't mind!!! 'hehehe sorry im so much in the story!! please update more thank you for updating
Trix19999 #6
Chapter 6: OMG!! YOU UPDATED!! YAHOOO!! WOOHYUN LIKES JAERI!! i knew it!!

please update more authornim!! thanks for updating:)))
Trix19999 #7
Chapter 5: I LOVE YOUR STORY SUUUU MUCH!!! "hahhha" i hope woohyun willl stop jaeri if she go to US :)))

please update more authornim your jjang :))
Ambrelamotte #8
Update please !!!^^ fighting
iceprincess231 #9
This seems nice, I'll be waiting for you to update it ^^