Today was a normal day Teen Top goes out for their schedule and for I just slept since the Sun is out.

Why didn't I go out? No one is here? 'Aishhh.... Next time I'll have to go by myself and practise to go out.' I thought and

nodded in my ideas.

It was already 6PM and the sun has just gone down and I cleaned the house since it's the only thing I know.

The others came early and just do their usual things as for me as always just get ditched but Chunji-oppa is nice enough 

to keep my company. I went to the Balcony since there was already no Sun I am allowed to go in it and Chunji oppa followed

me.

"How was your day?" Chunji-oppa asked.

"Err... It's fine I guess?" I replied it is still is awkward talking to people.

"Ummmmmm........ I have a question...." I suddenly blurted out and he chuckled.

"Yeah?" He smiled.

"How is Niel-ssi? Is he still seeing JinHee-ssi... I... I heard she recovered from coma..." I asked.

"Ah... I guess he is doing fine it's just when you..." He said stopping because he doesn't want to hurt my feelings.

I laughed at him. "It's alright continue... I don't mind..." I said to him.

"Ye... It's just when you came you know what I mean, right? As of the other question yes they still are seeing eachother." He

replied.

"That's good to hear... I bet Niel-ssi and JinHee-ssi wants to kill me..." I shrugged and just laughed it of.

"Err... Can I ask a question?" He said. I nodded.

"What happened yesterday? Please tell me, I know we just barely known each other but I promise you can trust me." He said

sincerely and I smiled.

"Since you're my first guy friend to meet sure... But it's our secret okay? No one else must know it... Niel-ssi must never

know it... Firmly..." I got serious and he nodded.

I started telling him about me being Sick with Xeroderma Pigmentosum and how I lived my life inside the house then

about the accident and how I didn't got outside my room after it.

"I... I... Am sorry..." He apologetically said.

"No need... It's life... So then promise me no one will know okay... Even your bestfriend if you have one... Haha..." We

pinky sweared.

L.Joe's POV

I was passing the kitchen and I saw the someone in the Balcony I was curious about who was in there. It was Chunji-hyung

with the girl from yesterday. Maerin? The first meeting with her was the other day with the name Han RinMae but then you

already know what happened.

I saw them doing a pinky swear means something they promised to each other then a ring from my phone came so I left.

Your POV

"Oppa... Err... This is an awkward question but... Errr is it true L.Joe-ssi is dating..." I asked out of curiosity he was taken

aback.

Yes I never did go out but I followed every news about you and the rest of Teen Top. Mostly Niel-oppa and L.Joe-ssi.

"I thought you never came out how did you even scoop?" He was surprised.

"I might not be going out but I did follow all of the possible tweets and news and everything else about Teen Top... You might

think I am crazy and a stalker... Well you can but I will never meddle with your life... Just curious..." I said being honest about

the stalking part.

"Lol... Well don't post this on any other sites and anything else but he is indeed her name is MinKi..." He whispered I

widened my eyes. So I don't have a chance? I sighed.

"Why sighing? You like him?" He ask straightforwardly.

I nodded and blushed.

"Haha... Nothing to be shy off... Many people like him..." He smiled.

"But that like is different from other people... I mean not like, I might be inlove with him... He's my first crush and also love

when I saw you Teen Top on the new that I was supposed to look at my Oppa but I can't take of my eyes on his picture."

I scratched my head.

Then heard a Ding Dong.

'Who might that be?' I asked and went inside with Chunji-oppa.

L.Joe opened the door and let a figure in.

"That's MinKi-ah she visit us every Friday night and went for sleep over and so... Everybody likes her... I kind off... Err?"

He whispered and I chuckled.

The girl went in and goes to the living room and sat down and removed her disguise.

"Oppa..." She called for L.Joe. 'Owww... That hurts...' I said and just smiled sadly.

"Move out my way... Now..." I heard Niel-oppa said to me. I quickly moved and bowed and the girl stand up and went to us 

because heard Niel-oppa.

"Oppa... What's the matter? Omo..." She asked then saw me.

"A... Anneyeong... Haseyo..." I felt scared too many new people... Awkward... I have a hard time with new people I guess

except them since I know they already hate me so they don't talk.

I quickly bowed and ran into my room. I am getting my Anxiety Disorder... It only happens sometimes.

'New... People... New... People...' I panicked in my room... I walked back and forth trying to calm down myself.

"Eomma... Eomma... I am scared... Eomma... Eomma..." I kept calling Eomma in my murmurs.

MinKi's POV

After oppa let me in, I walk to the couch and suddenly I heard Niel-oppa. He is like realli pissed.

I went to check. "Oppa... What's the matter? Omo..." I asked oppa then noticed a girl beside Chunji-oppa.

"A... Anneyeong... Haseyo..." She greeted then suddenly run away. 'What's with her? Who the hell is she anyways.' I thought.

"That girl needs to learn manners... Mianhae MinKi-noona..." He stormed of then go his room.

Your POV

"I am scared... Eomma... Eomma.." I continued murmuring... I sanked on my knees and cried cupping my face.

"Eomma... Eomma... Eomma..." I cried kneeling and crying on the floor.

Then the door opened.

"Yah... Do even know how to greet people... If not I'll teach you..." Niel-oppa said angrily and dragged me outside and pushed

me to the couch.

"When you don't know someone greet them politely... Do it... Witch..." He scolded and I stand up.

"A... Anneyeong Ha-haseyo Maerin Imnida... Mannaseo Bangawoy...o" I bowed crying.

"I said properly do it again..." He grabbed my shoulder and looked at me with those glaring eyes I saw when I was 14.

I quickly nodded.

"Anneyeong Haseyo Maerin Imnida... Mannaseo Bangawoyo..." I bowed and sticked my hands while crying.

"Oppa... It's alright... I am MinKi... Hello?" She faked her concern. She shook my hands but kept my position.

I shivered... New people... 'Eomma... Eomma...'

"Yah... Niel-ah aren't you being too harsh on her..." Chunji-oppa said. I looked at him and just signaled him not to.

"Come here Maerin-ah..." He said but I was stuck in my position until he tapped my shoulder and lead me to the room.

I quickly sanked into my knees and cried.

"Eomma... Eomma..." I cried. Since then those 3 years Eomma was always there for me.

'I promise oppa... Just bare with me...' I said hugging myself.

"Kwenchana yo?" He asked.

I nodded. My bag yes... There's a calming pill.

I quickly grabbed my bag and went to kitchen to get water.

I was shivering walking and grabbing the water I opened my bag grabbed the calming pills and they spilled as I was shivering 

really bad. I grabbed them... And a bit  too many and drink them and drank the water...

"Why are you not working..." I cried miserably and Chunji-oppa run onto me. I was grabbing the pills from the floor and trying

to eat them all thinking it will relieved me.

"Yah... Stop drinking those... You might overdose..." He grabbed the pills on my hands.

"It's... It's not working..." I breathe heavily and the others were curious and looked at us.

I cried.

I grabbed Chunji-oppa to hold onto and cried on his chest "I need to calm down... Aggghhhh..." I clenched my face not

describing what pain I am having. I can't breathe. Help me.

"Mi... mianhae..." I apologized grabbing my stuff and the medicine.

Chunji's POV

She suddenly grabbed her bag and ran into the kitchen she was trembling and shivering so I followed her I saw her grabbing 

a medicine from her bag she was opening it but because she was trembling hard she spilled the medicines all over the place

she tried to get them she grabbed a handful amount and drank it... She grabbed another amount but before she could take

another medicines I stopped her because she might overdose it. Then the others came to see what's happening.

"It's... It's not working..." She said. I saw her breathing heavily. He grabbed onto me and cried after that grabbed the

medicine in my hand and run with her bag.

Of course I ran onto her whoelse would when this people kept saying bad things about her.

Then someone grabbed my hands.

"Just leave her alone." Niel said.

"What IF I don't want to? Niel open up... Tell you what? When you lose something you thought that is not important to you

you'll regret that you didn't get to know them... I wish you can forgive... I may not know what really happened but she is 

trying her best. And If I do not run to her now she might..." I stopped as I promise her that I will not tell anyone about her

illness then I run to her room and she was no where to be found.

Eomma once said that she was scared to cross the road or something I quickly ran outside grabbing coat and what so.

I walk and walk then saw her on the ground unconscious.

"Yah... Wake up..." I grabbed her neck checking her pulse and it's going down. I called the ambulance and a few minutes 

they came and We rushed her to the hospital.

When we reached the hospital they send her to emergency room and then 45 minutes later she was taken out.

"Are you her family? I am her doctor, lucky she got sent here." The doctor asked and I shook my head.

"I am a friend but I know about her ill." I said and he nodded.

"I just want to tell that you must take care of her properly she was exposed to sunlight to much and did something happened?

Her Anxiety disorder attacked her... She is in very serious condition as of for now... Don't let her to go outside or with bright

things... Radiation to her is really serious. She is sent to room 244." He said.

I went quickly to her room and a few minutes she opened her eyes. I was relieved.

"Wh...ere am I?" She asked.

"You're in hospital I found you on the street unconscious." I replied.

"Oppa..." She said.

"I am going to call Eommonim and Teen Top." I said.

"No, oppa please... Don't call any of them I troubled them alot." She said worryingly.

"Okay... Then I'll get dress for you at home." 

"Okay... Just say to them when... If they ever ask where am I... Just tell them I am staying at hotel... Please." She begged

and I nodded.

"Gomawo... Oppa, you really are my guy first friend." She smiled.

I left and went home to get her dress.

L.Joe's POV

Niel stormed off and went to their room and when he come back dragging  Maerin he pushed her on the couch making her sit

down then scolded her about manners. 'Harsh... I must say...'

She made her introduce herself twice and after that Chunji led her to her room.

"Oppa... You shouldn't do that..." MinKi said, Niel even though he is a dongsaeng.

"She must learn how to do it politely noona." Niel replied.

After a few minutes Maerin came out and rushed to the kitchen and I heard a spilling beans... Well I thought it was a beans 

she was followed by Chunji-hyung then I heard him shout about overdosing so we Teen Top who heard the conversation

went to the kitchen she look so miserable. 'Arggg... Why am I concern.' She criend on Chunji-hyung's chest and suddenly

ran off.

He was going to follow her when Niel grabbed him.

Niel stopping him to go to her but then Chunji hyung said something about Opening up and about something important and

what so.

After that he followed her but quickly ran off outside not finding her in the room.

>>> 45 Minutes Later <<<

They still aren't home what happened.

"Arggg... I don't know why hyung is going after her." Niel said really pissed.

After a few minutes Hyung opened the door and goes in.

"Where is she?" Ask Niel...

Chunji hyung hesitated but replied. "She... She said she'll be staying at the hotel for now..." He replied then go to her room

and packed some dress and underwear? Lol.

"I'll be back." He waved.

Niel's POV

I got scolded by hyung then goes after her after 45 minutes I was really pissed. "Arggg... I don't know why hyung is going 

after her." I said frustratingly.

"Oppa... Calm down..." MinKi said.

Then a few minutes later Chunji hyung came and I asked her where she is and she replied that she is in hotel.

Then quickly went to my room and get some of her dress I was curious and then he said he'll be back.

What really is happening? Pills? Medicines?

Author's Note

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