This feelings slapped him across the face.

Shatter his mind and cloths.

Ripped his body into a half.

And he kneeled on the ground in the cold, winter snow.

Breath uneven, as he tried to make sense,

Make sense of something that he never thought.

Love? But it was for ers, yet he felt it.

He grabs his wrist and bite hard.

His veins, the blood inside it, pulsated with the accurate beating on his melting heart.

Love? It’s impossible, yet he felt it.

There, in his beating heart, inside his body and mind,

This love was there, tormenting him, ripping him alive, in half, doesn’t showing any mercy.

He choked, biting his wrist even harder, yet not that hard to cut the skin.

He wanted to scream, but couldn’t, as his voice stuck in his throat.

He looked at the back of a person, that he will lost in a moment for an eternity.

He was so stupid, so freaking stupid, yet he doesn’t realize it.

His hand touched the ground with a thud, as he hit the snow.

His fingers crushed the snow, bringing the dirty sand under his nails.

He tried to stop the tears from falling, but couldn’t.

As first drops fell from his tightly closed eyes, melting the snow immediately, as they toughed the ground,

His mouth moved, choking his words. He stammer, mouth moved quickly.

His now blur eyes looked at the frame, of the person he fell in love.

This man was walking away from him, doesn’t even sparing him a glance.

He wanted to run, run and catch him, embrace him, love him like he should,

But what he was doing now was the opposite.

Suddenly he felt a push and he stood up.

Wobbling slightly, he run- walk to the men he fell in love with, in the very end.

He kneeled behind him and hugged his legs, makes him unable to walk.

‘Don’t go” He choked as tears run freely.

The men turned around and patted his head gently, lovingly,

Just like he always do, like he always loved it.

And he know that everything will be ok,

Ok with them.