Soeun POV

"hope to see you soon" the last word he said to me. Since the party my eyes always have a reflect for looking him whenever khun gathered with his friend. It has been seven years now. Seven years and still his image lingering on my mind. What did he do to me? what spell did he give to me? Do I always miss him? I don't know, but the feel in my heart is incompleted, something missing, but why?

I never have courage to ask about him to khun, or another friend of him. I just overheard what they talk about him when they got any news about him. Why he never told me before? who am I for him? did he ever consider me as a friend?

Many tough run to my mind, every single thing that remind me for him make always wonder why he has this effect on me? this whole seven years the effect never fade from me. I have a lot of question for you, where are you? the soon you said never come.

"sorry souen-ie I'm late, you have waited for a long time?" khun appoarch me, he always be busy, very busy lately, his schedule make us rarely see each other.

"never mind, the cafe is cool so I'm not geting bored waiting for you" I give him a smile to proof my word.

" it's relief me somehow........." khun sit beside me and take the menu, "I skip my lunch, huh I got really hungry now." he search what he want on menu.

I just stare at him, give him a smile. It's really has been a very long story happen between us. Seven years ago at that party he has asked to be his girlfriend. what I always waiting that day be a reality, without any thought, it's just overwhelmed me, I date him for seven years now, I should happy, shouldn't I? but why? there is something lack on my heart. there is an empty spot on my heart that even khun never can feel it, but why? he was my crush, and he is my boyfriend now.

Khun give his best smile for me after ordering his food. He is so gergous tough, but why?

"Soeun-ah I have a project I want discuss with you"

"what kind of project oppa?"

"I want you to be my model at my next mv for my new album"

"me? is there a special reason for choosing me?

"I want my fans see us together and then we gonna be official on public"

"did you discuss it with our management already?"

"not yet, but if you agree I can manage it with them,"

"are you sure oppa, it's gonna be okay?"

"why not, I'm sure, really sure for it."

The waiter interupt our conversation, it's relief me somehow, but why? it's been seven years, am I  not ready yet for this. All people around us say that we gonna be a perfect couple. We applied at one management since then, so when the peoples see us together they always thought it cause we are childhood friend and we are at the same management artist. We never officially go public with our dating since khun debut seven years back. And it become more dificult when I was debut as the actrees two years after him. That years were the hard time for us, we really rare to meet each other, we really avoid any gossip to built our own carrier back then. But lately I thought it's one of the reason why we still got together, that time seem so short, so I really never realize that now it was been seven years of us being together.

"soeun-ah don't stare me like that, I know I'm eating like a beggar hehehehe"

"nothing, it's just... I was thinking about your project?

"so... will you accept it? please soeun-ah..."

That eyes, the plea, I never can reject him

"if the management agree for it why we don't try"

"thanks soeun-ah, and I have ask my old friend for composing the song for us"

"old friend? minjun oppa?"

"no, he is always gonna be my loyal composer since his debut as a composer"

"so, who is the composer?

"Junho, Lee Junho, did you remember him?"

"Lee Junho"

the name creep on my mind, junho, how can I forget that name, a name that always fade my smile when I remember it, a name that sometime make me smile bitterly just for think of it.

"yes he is, he just back from his duty at military, and I got his contact and told him my project and he is agree for it."

"what you told him?"

I feel my mind blurry, is he now about us, about me? suddenly I felt nervous, why is it, is just a story about him make me like this.

"hm... I told him about the theme I want for my new song, a story about us, so he can make a really suitable song for us"

"ugh..."

suddenly I feel a pang on my head

"soeun-ah, are you okay? do you hear me?"

"ah... nothing, I just feel shy, you told about us with him"

"why? are you shy for being with me?"

"oh... it's not like that, it just... you know we always cover it up, but suddenly it's gonna be on public, it's make me shy."

"never mind you gonna used for it oneday"

"I hope so"

we spent our evening there, it's a nice cafe with a nice music and a sweet handsome partner, but why I'm not calm here, I'm not relax after what he said before, after his name surface. why am I like this?

BTS

author: really-really sorry for really-really late update they have ignored me now cause I abbandoned them for months, hope you like the new chapter,

Junho : I have always remind you author, but you said you busy and always busy, and when you updated there is no me, why?

Author : sorry junho-ah, you didn't appear yet, but isn't most of the story is belong to you, aren't you statisfied?

Junho : not so... :P

Author : next chapter gonna be you, full of you, how? are you happy?

Junho : ofcourse :)

Khun  : how about me? you gonna kick me author? T-T

author : ofcourse not, never.

Khun  : thanks author

author : U'r welcome khun, >.<

               it's nice to have all of you again on my mind o_~