I pondered on these thoughts, if I should ever post the manuscript of my book entitled ‘Love. Love. Love.’ It’s not a novel to begin with. It’s a book which is a collection of my poems, songs and essays dedicated to the person I truly love and cherish the most. You are probably wondering why I am posting these here. It is because this collection, or more appropriately, this book is dedicated to an idol. Yes, right. An idol. I shouldn’t go into details because he’s from a very famous group.

Nevertheless, I am posting the contents of the book here primarily because I want to share the love, the bliss, the pain and all the other emotions I’ve felt in loving this idol. No, I’m not a stalker. I can’t because I live miles away from him. And yes, I do love this idol.

I can’t do much whenever he’s hurt. I can’t wipe and kiss the tears away whenever he’s crying. I can’t tell him how proud I am at his achievements. And I can’t tell him how much I love him. Or to be more specific, how much I am in love with him.

And though I may feel pangs of guilt and pain inside me, I vowed that I’ll never leave his side. And he will always stay in my heart.