Hyun saeng happily grabbing things from the stands they were passing while his eomma is busy scanning the list of things to buy,,,He was put inside the cart for not to be lost from his eomma's sight,,.things he likes as long as his hand will reach it,,,Young saeng who was busy with his business finally notice his cart already full of toys and some snacks,,in his surprised he park the cart and paused looking at the items and then to his son who was innocently biting a candy he grabbed just now,,,

"Hyun saeng,,,saengie called out with serious tone,,hyun saeng look up to his eomma and smiled while leaking the sweet candy...did you put this items? we don't need them on your party,,,he added scolding the kid in low but sweet tone for not to startle his son...

"But i like them,,hyun saeng spoke childishly in tone,,,,

"let's put them back on the stand ok? we need to buy the things needed on your party,,can we? he asked softly,,,hyun saeng nodded and pouted..eomma put me down my is hurting,,,he complained to him...he put him down from the cart and instructed him to tug on his shirt and not roam around,,,the kid tug on the hem of his pants back pocket while munching his candy...

"He grab every ingredients and items on his list when he notice hyun saeng was already not in his sight.. he panic and search around leaving his cart on one section...hyun saeng ah!!! he called desperately and worried,,,he panic more as he was seeing a lot of kids on the supermarket,,,

"We're looking for the guardian of a little boy around three named hyun saeng,,if you know this name please goto the lost section to claim your child..an announcement was made, he immediately asked the attendant of the counter where he can find the lost section for found lost kids and he was immediately instructed the direction,,he dashed out of the counter and went to the direction given to him,,,

As soon as he saw his son,,he hugged him tight and pat the back,,,eomma mianhaeyo,,,i was wiping my mouth and then i didn't saw you again,,,the kid apologize as soon as he saw his eomma almost crying,,,

"You should have stayed where you are because i will definitely go back and pick you up,,,saengie told the kid,,,

"But i saw ajjussi and i follow him,,,we were looking for you but we didn't find you,,the kid talked again ...

"Ajjussi? saengie wondered...

"Hyun joong ajjussi,,i saw him,,he is there...the kid pointing to the direction where the ajjussi located,,

Young saeng gulped and glare to the side not even moving his head,,,...he paused for a while and stood up straightening himself, suddenly felt too nervous that soon he felt he will collapse for t=not being prepared,,he wasn't sure if the hyun joong that his son always mentioned was the hyun joong he had known and the one he was long for...but still his heart race in fast,,

"Im sorry,,i just don't know where to find you....the voice spoken from the side,,,

"It~~~it's ok,,my son is just sometimes curious to something,,,thanks for saving him,,,saengie replied not facing the man,,,he carried his son and immediately turn to the other side and walked asfter bowing to the attendants of lost kids...

"I said i'm sorry,,,a deep voice spoke again,,,young saeng didn't replied and walked continuously..

......

Hyun joong saw his long lost love for so how many years, finally he was infront of him,,he was too happy he seen him closer again,,,"Im sorry,,i just don't know where to find you....he said but that is not what he meant,,,young saeng just turn around and didn't look at him even once,, he spoke again apologizing but this guy just continuously walking,,

He stood frozen and hurt,,,when someone tap his shoulder,one of the member of the group he was helping and the same guy whom young saeng suspected as hyun joong's new boyfriend way back then,,, he ran after young saeng and grab him on the wrist,,,talk to me please..he plead,,,followed behind is the young boy...

"Ajjussi,,,hyun saeng called,,,

"hyun saeng he is not your ajjussi,,young saeng told his son,,,

"Why are you crying eomma? hyun saeng said,,ajjussi you make my eomma cry? the kid spoke not knowing anything, all he knows, his eomma always crying,,,,

Hyun joong didn't release the hand until young saeng slide it down to free,,,He grab the kid from his eomma's hold and carried him to his arms while grabbing the wrist again and walked fast dragging him outside the crowd...

"What do you tink you are doing? young saeng asked looking around,,people were looking to them....

"don't you see? im dragging you out of here...hyun joong face him and let a scream out of his hurtful heart.. people start gossiping..and stop talking until i alllow you to,,,he commanded and continue to drag him out,,the kid was so clueless of what was happening...he just hold tightly on the the one who was carrying him and wrap his small arms around the neck while he was looking at his eomma still crying silently...

They reach the parking lot where young saeng's car is parked,,hyun joong threw his key to the boy he was with and entered young saeng's car, setting the kid at the back seat on the safety chair...and pushed young saeng inside sitting at the passenger seat...

"This is my car...what the hell you were doing? young saeng questioned the man,,,hyun joong didn't response,,,yahhh!!! he shouted his lungs out,,,

"Talk again and i will shut those lips to stop bragging non sense...hyun joong gave a death glare to the guy,,young saeng kept his mouth shut and look behind to see his son was in shock,,,

"Please don't shout again,,you'll scare my son...and don't show him your rudeness over me,,he will remember it forever,,,he is that kind of kid,,,young saeng reminded and warned the man driving his car...

"our son,,,it's OUR son young saeng,,don't deny it,,i found it already,,you kept him from me,,,hyun joong said in low tone...

"Only my son,,you never had responsibilities over him,,im not giving you the obligations,, you have your own life now,,we parted and you have your own~~~~ young saeng mentioned,,,,,~~boyfriend, he continued with verylow tone,,,you should'nt had left him in there...he added..

"You think i will take advantage to a 10 years younger than me?he was too young for me and he was just starting his carreer,,you think i will ruin that? just to think of  it young saeng,,,do you think he will  let me go with you if he is my lover? and do you think i will drag you out when he was there as my lover? it's common sense saengie..,where did your brain gone to? can't you think that way?...he was just close to me and so he is the reason why you didn't told me the time i saw you with your pregnancy state?...

"But you told me to be happy to the father of my child,,,you asked me whose the father,, i was about to tell you but something just stopped me and you assume it was really from the other man,,, can't we not bring the past,,it's all done,,the damage was done,,can we stop it now,,,why you have to show up,,we were happy alone,,our life is good,,my son is healthy you don't have to worry if that's your problem and i can raise myson alone...so please stop the car get out of here...young saeng burst and tears starts welling up confronting the man...this is not what he wanted,,he long for this man for years but why he was saying opposite to what he wanted...

Hyun joong stop the car and face young saengwho was already messed with tears..i won't give up young saeng, not until you tell me you don't love me,,,now tell me,,dou you love me?,,,

"No i don't,,young saeng lied again hurting his own heart...

"I don't believe you,,tell me the truth,,,,tell me the truth young saeng!!!! hyun joong shouted that makes the kid startle,,,,

"eomma~~~~~ hyun saeng cried calling his eomma...

"I told you not to shout you stupid,,,young saeng yelled back and crawled over the kid's place, unbackle the seatbelt and sitted him with his lap....i'm sorry baby,,stop crying,,shhhh,,young saeng try to calm the kid, he was shaking..

"Im sorry,,hyun joong said burrying his face to the wheel...

"Ajjussi is mad at you? hyun saeng asked in between his sobs...

"No baby,,he is not,,stop crying,,,shhhh~~~~ young saeng dance his child in his lap while wiping the tears....

"Ajjussi,,,don't make my eomma cry,,,hyun saeng told hyun joong and held out a hand,,,hyun joong went closer to