Please, Don't Go

I couldn’t sleep last night.

Today, when I wake up, I’ll be leaving.

Leaving Seoul and going to the states for the surgery.

Last night, when the guys left, I walked into Sehun’s room and begged him not to come with me.

He was reluctant, but I told him that I didn’t want him to leave home.  And that he should go back to school, because who knows how long he’s been gone.

After a while he gave in and agreed.

Everything’s done and paid for; all I have to do is get the surgery.

It was 10AM when I finally decided to get up from bed.

I’m sure everyone was up already.

I quickly got ready before bringing my suitcase down the stairs and setting it next to the door.

“Miss, breakfast is waiting for you.”

I smiled, “Thank you.” I said before walking into the dining room.

“Oh, you’re awake…” Sehun muttered before I smiled and walked over to take a seat across from him.

“Where is your mother and Eunmi?” I questioned as he ate silently.

“My mother took Eunmi out on a play date…hurry up and eat, I’ll send you off to the airport.  You parents and Exo will be meeting us there as well.” He stated softly.

What’s wrong…?

“Sehun…” I said quietly before he looked up at me.  “Are you okay?”

He nodded but his eyes said something different.

I pushed everything aside. Fine then.

I picked up the chopsticks and started eating quietly.

After we ate, he helped me bring my luggage to the car before we took off to the airport.

I don’t know why he’s like this, I honestly can’t tell.

He’s so bipolar; it’s sometimes hard for me to deal with him.

“I can carry it myself.” I told him before taking my bag away from him.  I started walking inside before he caught up to me and grabbed my suitcase away from me, “I’ll carry it, Miyoung. Just let me do something for you before you leave.”

“You already did…” I muttered.

He sighed, “I’m sorry…I’m just worried now, okay? What if this doesn’t work out? Then what? I’m going to regret ever doing this.”  I stopped before he stopped, “Miyoung…?”

I turned to face him, “Have some faith, uh? And smile, I don’t want to leave here seeing you not smiling…I might not come back, so you should be happy.”

He frowned at my comment before he forced a smile for me.

Even though it was forced, I’ll take it over his sadden face.

I hooked my arm around his before we started walking towards my gate.

“Hey guys~” Minseok eyed us both as we appeared around the corner.  I grabbed the suitcase out of Sehun’s hands.

“Hi.”

“Miyoung…?”  My father said before I looked at him, “We need to get going, you’re already late…”

I nodded, “I’m sorry, you guys go first, I’ll come in later.”  I told them before they walked through the gate.

I turned around and looked at the group of boys in front of me.

I never got close with all of them, but I know them well enough.

I left my bag and went around hugging each of them.

“I’ll miss you guys.” I stated before I saw Tao’s eyes water.

He’s always been the sensitive one.

I went and hugged him again, “Why are you crying? Don’t cry…I’m not dead yet.” I chuckled before Jongin interrupted, “Miyoung, you shouldn’t joke about that…”

I mentally cursed, right…

I walked back to my suitcase, “Don’t do anything stupid while I’m gone.” I smiled at Sehun before turning around and walking towards the gate.

Sehun…

My heart ached.

I turned around; leaving my suitcase unattended, I hurried back to Sehun before hugging him tightly in front of the other guys.

I didn’t care anymore.

He’s sweet.

My feelings were everywhere with him.

I’m letting my heart take over even though I know it’s not what’s best.

I felt his arms around my waist.

I pulled away before my hands went around his neck and I tippy toed up and kissed him.

Our first kiss.

My first kiss.

His hands cupped my cheeks before I felt them wipe my tears away.

“Miyoung…” he said as we pulled away.  I walked backwards, away from him smiling, “Move on, kay?”

I smiled at everyone else before I turned around and quickly walked into the gate as tears threaten to fall.

I had to do that before I left.

Move on, Sehun.

I'm sorry, everything is very sudden and you might be confused.

Hopefully in the next update, or at the end of the story, you'll understand. But if you don't still, please ask questions. :)) I'm happy to answer. Sometimes I don't even understand what I'm writing. xD

Summary: They're sending Miyoung off at the airport. Blahblahblah. She kisses Sehun for the first time because she already knows it's going to be the last time they see each other.

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--Miyoung:))