Zelo's POV

I tossed and turned for what seemed like eternity, My mind was haunted with Hyungs screams... I will never forget his scream.. its echoing in my mind

I've had enough!

I sat up and placed my face in my hands, I turned to JongUp and he was sound asleep.. Then I thought about Angel, and a smile came to my face. Wait, she said if I needed anything I could go in her room right??

Without a second thought I walked to her room. Once I opened the door i tiptoed to her bed, her bed was next to a window so the starlight was shining on her face (starlight is a mention for my new subbie and first story commenter Starlightie, Thank you so much for your kind comment!) she looked beautiful, like an Angel, my angel.. I felt better already.

I gave her arm a gentle shake, hoping it would wake her up.. I was a little nervous she would be mad but it doesn't seem like Angel would get mad at something so small.. She didn't really move only her eyebrows did in confusion.. which was absolutly adorable...

I shook her again a little harder this time. She then moved the blankets up and patted the bed.. Should I get in?? While I was contemplating what to do she spoke

"Its ok baby, come on in." she mumbled

What?! "Noona?" I said in confusion, I'm pretty sure she didn't think it was me... but...

"Sorry Zelo, I thought you were my niece," she said while rubbing her eyes  "Did you need something"

I felt the sadness come back, I do need to talk about it.. I would have talked to Yong Guk hyung but... I wanted to see a woman, feel a mother like touch, that would make me feel better. I explained to her how upset I was over Manager Hyungs death. She tried to comfort me and what she said made sense but, that doesn't dull the pain...

She then pulled me in for a hug. I relaxed comfortably on her shoulder, I burried my face in her neck and let my tears fall. If I wasn't so upset... this would be a very compromising position to brag to the guys about... but me crying puts a stopper on bragging rights...

I don't know what came over me.. but I asked her about Jason... I don't know why... It was way to soon for this question and I knew it.. But.. It just came out. I quickly said that she didn't have to answer but she did, maybe she felt since I shared with her she should share with me... But she didn't need to...

When she was talking I was shocked... She blamed herself for his death?? It wasn't her fault, for all we know he was just messing around or acting foolish... She shouldn't blame herself for something that she couldn't have helped..

How could she be so strong... She was quite grafic about the details.. Would I have to stab a Zombie too?? Could I?? She had to stab the man she loved.. while he was trying to kill her.. Does she have nightmares about it? Does she get sick just thinking about it.. When she finished she was in full sobs, I appologised for her loss and she did the same saying I lost everyone, but I gained her. I said that outloud... and I meant it. She is my new reason to smile. Without her smile... what would I be like now? After the loss I have encountered.. How could I not need her... I think we all need her. This was such a blessing for all of us. Her smile will keep us going.

Little did I know, together we fell asleep comfortably in her bed.

Your POV

My eyelids were heavy and sore when I felt myself waking up. I stayed in bed for a bit just waking up when I realized their were arms around my waist.. I quietly turned my head to see Zelo's sleeping face near my own. I forgot! We fell asleep together last night... after I told him about... Jason.. I can't believe I opened up like that to him... I think I needed it though.. The feeling of support from someone who also lost a lot... My sister still had her family and my Mom still has us.. I'm the only one who lost someone in this house.. But he understands in a way, he didn't have to kill the people he loved but he lost them none the less. I'm greatfull for Zelo. I think we are going to become very close now. I can come to him now if I need to talk. And him for me. I felt myself smile

I then layed my head back down...

Wait... What if the boys come in here and see?? They will totally misunderstand! I then turned around to Zelo about to shake him when I looked at his face. He was peaceful and calm and seemed... happy. I smiled again at the sleeping boy next to me, then went to his arm and gave it a gentle shake.

He opened his eyes after the first shake, he must be a light sleeper.

"Good Morning, Noona" He said quietly while rubbing his tired eyes which were similar to mine, puffy from the crying the night before.

"Good Morning." I said quietly "Zelo... maybe you should head to your own room now? Before your Hyung's wake up, I don't want them to misundestand..." I mumbled

"Oh, me neither!" He got out of the bed and went to the door

"Wait!" I yelled in a hushed tone, he stopped at the door knob and turned to me. I got out of bed and went to his arms, I hugged him tightly and tried to show him my gratitude for last night.

"I'll see you at breakfast, Zelo" I said while I was walking to my bathroom

"Ok, see you Noona!" He said I heard my door close then went to the bathroom and locked the door, I washed my face and put clothes on, then headed down the stairs to help my mom with breakfast.

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Hello!! I know this chapter is quite short and I'm sorry!! But I mainly wanted to post this for my newest subbie for her kind words and encouragment! Giving me the encourage to right this chapter.

I hope it is still ok, Some Zelo and Min lovin' happening! :)

I do have a question.. Who do you guys want Min to end up with?? Very curious of your guys' opinions.

Ok agian thank you Starlightie!!! :)

Till the next chapter!!

<3 Emilie