Your POV

*at the dinner table*

After the embarrassing kissing situation... we were all gathered at the dinner table. I was inbetween Yongguk Oppa and Jonguppie. I was actaully quite comfortable with my seating arangments. As I was scarfing down my fried chicken, at first I was afraid to eat in front of the guys.. but then I saw the chicken and all that thinking went out the window as I stuffed my face... was it attractive?? Probably not... Did I care? at the moment? No... I love my chicken.. (I feel like Onew...) But I will probably care a little later...

While I was in the middle of a big bite my sister asked me

"Min? Could you translate for me?" she then gave a cheeky smile as I nodded and dropped the chicken leg on my plate...

She started talking asking questions of what they liked to do, how old they were, blah blah blah.

When she was done she looked at me waiting for me to ask the guys... but.. my mouth was still full of chicken.. I'm pretty sure I looked like a chipmunk... Then all eyes turned to me while I chewed as fast as I could without choking.. I could feel Zelo giggle and Youngjae as well..

After taking a drink of water and wiping my face I asked the boys her questions and they answered and I translated, this went on for about an hour. But It was an interesting experience, and not only the twisted Kimmy but her husband and my mom learned a lot more about the boys. I think they are starting to feel a little bit better about them staying here. This whole situation turned out better then I anticipated... not that I am complaining.. Cause I am not!

Everone was slowly getting up and doing their own thing, I helped my mom with dinner clean up and Kimmy and Jim went to their room, as well as most of the boys, probably to settle in and get their clothes unpacked and such. But Yongguk and Daehyun stayed downstairs in the living room with my niece playing with her near the window. They were good with kids, and it warmed my heart to see them all together

My mom and I were doing dishes, while handing me a plate she said "Soo.. you've already given them some kisses I see?" My eyes widened and I almost dropped the plate.. I didn't really want to talk about it I just forgot about it.. Honestly... I was quite ashamed of myself.. its not like me to just give in that easily, even if I was ever teased and bullied I never was peer pressured into anything.. I knew how to say no.. But.. after saying no one time.. I gave in... Pabo Min!

I felt embarrassed "Just on the cheek" I said softly

"Oh honey! I'm just teasing! I'm sure nothing bad will come from it! I like them, they are good boys"

"I like them too, I think Jason sent them.." I mumbled, I then remembered my life with Jason. Carefree, did he have flaws? Yes but he protected me, and died to save me... Its been six months (Iknow in the begining I said one month, but I am changing it to six months) but I still have nightmares of that night... the tearing of flesh. the mash of bone... No.. I cannot think about this.. he wouldn't want that.

"He knew they would make me smile again.. he knew that I would move on if I found them." I smiled "He's looking out for me, I'm sure of it."

"I'm sure of it too honey." My mom said kindly

After the dishes and cleaning were done, I helped put my niece to bed giving her kisses and her special blanket, sometimes I feel like I'm her mother, and that my sister is the aunt... Then I went to my room to take a nice shower

All I can say is that I am so happy I have my own bathroom.. With a lock! I the water and once it was the perfect temature, I jumped in and let the warm water pour down my body. While doing what a person does in the shower, I thought about the day.. How I met my new reasons to smile, How Yongguk helped me whenever possibe, how I forgot to get Zelo a towel... How Himchan oppa hurt his lip.. how funny Youngjae is, how kind Jongup is, and how handsome Daehyun is.. They are all handsome.. It's not natural to be that good looking... esspecially compared to me... Long bland hair... big eyes and nose.. just your average girl.. I shook my insecurities away.. they don't ever help anything.. just make me feel worse...

I got out of the shower and into my jammie jams! Just sweat pants and a well fitted tee-shirt, with Eeore slippers.

I should probably go and check on the guys and say goodnight.. I took a quick glance at myself in the mirror to make sure I was presentable for the 6 handsome men in my house.. Eh... its as good as its gonna get!

I decided to go to Zelo and Jongup's room first, then Youngjae and Daehyun, and lastly Yongguk and Himchan.

I walked across the hall in my amazingly comfortable slippers and knocked on the boys' door. Wher Jongup answered

"Oh! Noona" he then opened the door a bit so I could walk in, Zelo saw me and jumped up from his bed and gave me a hug.

"Hi noona!" he said in a cute voice. "Hi Zelo" i replyed

"Well, I just came to see if you guys need anything? Blankets? Pillows??" I paused to look at Zelo "Towels.." I then smiled at him which he returned with an embarrassed laugh

"Um.. We are ok Noona!" Zelo said, I looked to Jongup and he just nodded his head in agreement

"Well if you guys need anything, I'm right across the hall. You don't have to knock, just walk in, ok?" I told them not to knock because if i need to do anything private I can do it in my bathroom that has a lock. So I won't mind them just walking in.

"Nae Noona!" they both said then nodded.

"Ok, goodnight" I said while closing the door

When the door was closed I heard a faint "Goodnight Noona" from both boys

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I went across the hall to Youngjae and Daehyun's room, I knocked softly and heard "Come in"

I walked in the door to see Youngjae on his bed with a towel around his neck, good at least he found the towels...  while reading a book. I gave them this room since it has the most books, I thought Youngjae would like that.. Daehyun was getting ready to hop in bed when he came over to me

"Do you guys need anything?" I asked "Pillows, blankets, anything?"

They looked at eachother and shook their heads, "Nope, we got everything we need. Your Mom helped us out a little bit." Youngjae admitted

"Oh, ok. Well, Goodnight Oppa's. I'll see you in the morning" I said about to leave the room

"Hey.. not so fast." Daehyun said while holding my arm. I swallowed hard preparing myself to do what I was going to do.. look him in the eyes.

I looked at him with a confused stare

"My kiss? Remember? I said I better get one before I go to bed and in the morning" He said with his arms crossed over his chest..

He was serious about that??? I thought he was just joking... I turned my head to Youngjae oppa with pleading eyes, he glanced at me and giggled "Just get it over with so we can sleep please. If not you then... Daehyun, Just take a kiss!" He said loudly

My eyes widened "Ok! I'll give you your kiss..." I mumbled unhappily... Well I was sort of happy since I get to feel his soft skin but unhappy that... well.. I don't know...

"Here you go Minnie" He said to me making me smile, Minnie... He kind of gave me a nickname.. because of that I gladly kissed his cheek

"Goodnight Oppa's!" I said quietly

"Night Minnie" Daehyun Oppa said softly

A little embarrassed I walked down the hall to Yongguk and Himchan's room

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Again I knocked on the door to which Yongguk opened "Oh, Min-ah" he said with a smile

I couldn't help but to stare, He was wearing flannel pajama pants and a black tank top. He looked.. without sounding too messed up.. Damn hot... Yep.. thats accurate. I felt my heart rate eccelerate and my cheeks flush.

"Min?" he called. I snapped out of it and looked at his face he was smirking.. He knew I was just looking at his body.. I'm usually not like this!! I don't know whats happening to me!

"N-n-ae, O-o-ppa..." I quickly acted as if nothing happened "I was wondering if you guys needed anything..." I finished

he was still smirking a bit when he answered "Nope, I'm ok. Himchan! You need anything??" He yelled over his shoulder

"Um, nope I'm ok." He replied calmly.. that surprised me.. I was expecting some kind of well something from Himchan Oppa... "Well maybe a kiss!"...... and boom goes the dynamite...

"Ok then, Goodnight Himchan Oppa!" i said over Yongguk's shoulder
"Oh! Good night Honey! Sleep well!" He said, making me me blush and shudder awkwardly at 'honey'

"Good night, Oppa." I said sofly to Yongguk. I walked away when I felt a strong hand on my arm fulling me into a strong chest of the person I was just admiring a few moments ago.

Warmth.. thats what I felt when Yongguk held me. Safety, warmth and care is what I felt when Yongguk held me...

Yongguk gave me a slight sqeeze before starting to speak "Min-ah?" he asked i replyed with a hum while digging my face into his chest

"Thank you..." he said quietly "For opening your doors to us... giving us food and shelter and water... for giving us your love" I stayed silent

"We really needed it... I really needed it.. We all lost so much... But you are making each of us smile again... So thank you, Min-ah"

I hugged him tighter in response. He then pulled away and I felt that warmth leave me... I felt myself pout a bit but quickly hid my dissapointment.

"Good night, Min" He said softly to me

"Good night, Oppa" I replied. He then closed the door leaving me standing in the hallway like a statue...

When I could finally regain the strength in my legs to move... I went back to my room and closed the door.

I took off my amazing slippers and slipped into the bed. I then turned to my right to see my nightstand, where I saw Jason and I's picture.. I suddenly felt guitly... Was I moving on too fast? Was I forgetting too fast? Did I not morn long enough...

Then I thought about Jason.. he loved me and I loved him.. but he would want me to be happy. That's the kind of person he was.. And if it is these guys that make me smile again.. he would be ok. A part of my heart will always belong to him. But I can move on.. I hope..

I said a prayer and turned off my lamp and drifted to sleep

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While in a deep sleep, i felt as if I was being lightly shaken, when I opened my eyes.....

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Hello everyone~!!

I am kind of upset because I spent a long time on this chapter and I had to re-write this chapter... :( AFF logged me out when I was logged in and writing...

But Oh well! I re-wrote it anyway for you guys! :)

I hope you enjoy this chapter,

I'm really missing Himchan... anyone else???

Well, I'm off too bed!!

<3 Emilie