He looked at me. I was going.

“WAIT, HYO BIN !” he said. I stopped, he came to me.

“What you saw, isn’t what you think…”

“Really ? then what is it ?”

“It’s just that… You weren’t here… I needed just a little affection.”

“YOU COULD’VE CALL ME !”

“How ?! I lost my phone on the street !”

“Maybe, we just weren’t meant to be…” I said walking away from him

“Hyo Bin… please…” he said. I didn’t looked at him, and kept walking.

From now, I didn’t want to believe in anything… especially in love. I came back to the dorm, the girls were already here. I pretended that I was fine. The day passed kinda fast. I was laying on the couch staring at the photos I took with Yun Ho. Why did he do this ?

The next day, we had a really heavy schedule. First, we had a concert, then a fan meeting, autograph sessions, a CF, our music video to turn, and finally, the biggest event of the year, The Golden Disk Awards. The concert was really cool. We have tons of fans ! The fan meeting was cool too, we got to know our fans, what they think, what they like, we even got ideas from them. The autograph sessions were crazy ! There were so many people ! I think I used 5 or 6 pens ! We did a CF for a perfume called “Eternal wish” . It was cool because we learned a lot. Then we had to film the MV. It was really well-done ! But, it took sooo much time ! And finally, here we are to the Golden Disk Awards. We performed our songs. Other groups performed too. In the backstage, All the Super Junior Oppas came in our room. They greeted us, we talked, we laughed a lot, then Chang Min stepped in. He hugged me, I hugged him back. He said hello to everyone and said

“Super Junior, your manager is calling you, it’s gonna be your turn !”

They sighed

“Bye Hyo Bin !” Ryeo Wook said hugging me

“Ciao little bear !” Ye Sung said hugging me and kissing my cheek

“See ya !” Hee Chul said

“Bye bye !” Sung Min said

“Good Bye !” Si Won said

“Bye girls ! Watch us !” Dong Hae said

“See you later Hyo Bin, maybe we can hang out !” Eun Hyuk said

“Totally” I said. They all gave me their numbers and went out.

“Chang Min ah ? Oh, you’re here. The manager…”

Yun ho stepped in. He didn’t know it was our room. He looked at me, I turned my head. He sighed.

“…the manager said that we have to go to change.”

“Okay hyung, I’m coming. Bye girls ! See you on stage.”

“Bye Oppa.” We all said

Before going, Yun Ho slightly looked at me, I did the same, we both turned our heads. I sighed. Then it was time to go back on stage.

The presenters of the Awards were Eun Hyuk and Shin Dong.

“And, in the category “revelation of the year”, the award goes to :” They were opening the envelope . We were holding hands so tight ! Our hearts were pounding faster and faster as we were praying.

“LAST KISS !! Congratulations !”

As we heard it, we all screamed. Yu Ra and I went on stage to take the award. This is  what we looked like; sorry, if you can’t see our faces, we could get this picture only in the magazines, and it was in the “Guess who” corner. The girl in the black dress is Yu Ra, and I was wearing the purple one.

We went on stage, hugged Eun Hyuk and Shin Dong, they whispered in our ears

“Congratulations ! We knew you’d make it ! You rock!”

“Thank you” we answered back. They gave us our award, and went downstage. My voice was trembling but I said

“Umm…Hello everyone…I’m Hwang Hyo Bin, Last Kiss’ leader. A-And as the leader…I’ll talk in the name of all the group. Ummm…f-first, we would like to thank all of our fans…the staff, our manager, all of you that…that voted for us, our families, but also the other nominees, we’d like to congratulate them and let them know that we’re true fans of all of them. Our sunbaes too, they’re all amazing. Ummm…also, we’d like to especially thank Super Junior, who’ve been with us…s-since the day we started…but also DBSK we also…thank them a lot. Thank you everybody ! God Bless you all and gives us the strength to keep on going forward !” Everybody clapped for us. We bowed and went downstage. Everybody congratulated us, we talked to many groups, like SNSD, KARA, Big Bang, 2pm, MBLAQ… We got to know many other idols.

I sat in our waiting room.

“Hey, Unnie, do you wanna join us for a drink ?” Yu Ra said. They were with Super Junior.

“No…thanks, I’ll just rejoin you guys later on.”

“Okay.” She said.

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