To  : An angel, Kim Jonghyun

I'm sorry.

I love you.

Kim Jonghyun, you've left us on the 18th of December, 2017...

These are the only words that come to my head when I think about you... When I think about you, the pain in my chest feels like I'm going to die... You must've suffered so much Jonghyun ah... You must've had it so hard... To the point where living wasn't an option for you anymore...

I think I'll miss you forever, everyday, at every second. I always cheered for you and had all your songs in my phone... When I was depressed, your bright self made me smile. I was surprised at how you improved so much as years kept passing, transforming yourself into one of this generation's pure legends. Jonghyun... It's been hard on you right ? I'm sorry... I'm so sorry... I'm sorry... I love you...

From now on, I'll think about your smile everytime I'll open the curtains and when the shining sunrays light up my house and make it warm. I'll pray for you... Please let go of all your concerns and rest in peace now, we've got you... We'll make sure you'll never be forgotten for who you were and what you've done.

If only, from somewhere, you could listen to these words, I'll hope they'll bring you the peace you couldn't find on earth.

Our angel... You've left us but you'll always be a part of us, always. Always. Always.

Jonghyun ah... You've worked hard... You've done well.