So, I suddeny realized that I'm not sure I've put Himchan in yet... I think I meant to, but whether or not I did... O.o

So, Himchan and Yongguk are friends.

Cool? Okay.

Sorry about that. :/

Kyumi POV

It was quite awkward the next time I saw him. I felt really bad for running out on him like that. But I was just so… Frustrated!!! Why did he have to love someone else?!?! Just when I came to fully accept my feelings for him he comes and tells me that he’s in love with someone! Ugh! Maybe I should talk to Sunmi. She’d have some good advice! Oh, wait?! Shoot! But what if it’s her! What if he loves her?!?! Oh my gosh. I really can’t deal with this right now! Maybe I can talk with Himchan? Even though he and Yongguk are close friends, I feel like he might be a good person to talk to. He and Sunmi always seem to be talking, so he must be a good person to talk to.

I decided to text him:

Kyumi: Himchan? Are you busy right now? I need someone to talk to and I feel like you may be able to help me.

Himchan: Oh, sure. I’m free. But only for awhile though, because I have a movie marathon planned with a friend at my house later tonight. But, untill then, I’m all yours!

Kyumi: Yay! Thank you! Can I come over?

Himchan: Yeah. It’s kinda messy, but… that’s okay! I hope you don’t mind. I had been planning on cleaning up in a bit but… ehh, I’d rather talk to you. ;)

I laughed at him. This guy sure was silly. I bet he and Sunmi would be cute together. Way better that her and Yongguk…

Kyumi: Alright, I’m on my way. See you soon!

I put away my phone and headed out. Before I knew it I was on Himchan’s steps, ringing the doorbell. He flung the door open,

“Welcome!” I giggled and walked in.

“Hi.” We settled down in his couch.

“Oh! Do you want anything to drink?” he asked quickly.

“Oh, no. I’m okay.” I quickly declined.

“Oh, well. I’m thirsty. I’ll be right back!” He returned with two cokes in hand. “Just in case.” He winked. I nodded and took it from him,

“Thanks.”

We sat there in silence for a moment, untill he finally broke it,

“So, what was it you wanted to talk about with me?” he asked, sipping his drink nonchalauntly. I sighed. Oh yeah… “Its about Yongguk isn’t it?” He asked. I almost spewed drink everywhere.

“What?! How did you know? I mean-I-”

“Hey. I’m Himchan. I know these things.” He winked at me. I sighed again and looked down,

“Fine. It is. I can trust you, right?” He smiled,

“Of course.”

“Okay, so, apparenty Yongguk is in love. He wrote this song and let me hear it. It’s awesome, but hearing the lyrics made me sad… And made me realize that I loved him. And now… I don’t know what to do. He told me I know her, so then I thought what if it’s Sunmi, so that’s why I came to you. I couldn’t talk to her about it.” I took a deep breath after I finally got it out. He was silent for a moment as he took it all in.

“…Did you ever consider that maybe you were the one he was talking about? I mean, he doesn’t let just anyone hear a song untill he is satisfied and seriously trusts you. It was about love. He performed it for you. If he loved Sunmi, he would have done it for her, not you.”

I stared at him blankly. Yongguk… love… me? But…

“How do you know he didn’t play it for her too? Hmm?” I asked just to be difficult.

“Because… Because… Because he just didn’t, okay. I can promise you right now that Yongguk does not love Sunmi.” I looked at him suspiciously,

“How do you know?’ He froze,

“Uhh… I just do! Now-” I cut him off, realization striking,

“Oh! Do you like Sunmi? Is that it?” He stared at me, frowning.

“Do you want my help or not?!” I chuckled.

“Okay, fine.” I shut up and we went back to my problem.

“Anyways, like I was saying, Yongguk does not like Sunmi. End. Of. Story.” He glared at the floor between his legs and I saw his fist clench slightly at the mere mention of the possibility. Heh. Yeah. He definatly likes her.

I shifted in my seat,

“So, what do I do then?”

“Well… You could confess…” Confess?! Oh, no. No, no, no! Never again. Not after what happened last time. I shuddeered and Himchan noticed. It was his turn to chuckle this time, “Have a bad experience with confessing?” I hung my head,

“…He laughed at me…” Himchan smiled sadly and placed a hand on my shoulder,

“Hey. Yongguk’s a good guy. You know that. And if you decide to confess and he laughs at you, I personally promise to beat him to a pulp.” It was kinda scary since he said all this with a smile. Plus I didn’t want Yongguk to be a pulp. I liked him as a human, thankyouverymuch. And I also thought that Himchan might not be so successful to be totally honest… But I wasn’t going to say any of that so I just nodded and smiled, thanking him. “So, you should confess. And remember. I’m his friend. So you trust me on these things.” He seemed to be trying to make some kind of point, but I didn’t get it…

I AM SOOOO SORRY! Like, you don't even know. I feel so bad. I've been really busy lately with school and have especially neglected this story. And I am truly sorry! So, I plan on finishing my Eli story this week if I can. So, once I finish that, this will once again become a priority. So, expect an update in at least a week. School is just super crazy and I'm having a hard time keeping up with AFF and school. So, school is my priority and I do this when I have some time. But I will finish this story eventually. I actually have the ending written I think, I just need to fill in the spaces... So, don't give up on me! It may be awhile, but I will finish! :D

Untill next chapter, I love you guys! <3 Please continue to be patient with me. :)