Tonight Yunho is late again. Changmin lost count how many times Yunho promise him to have dinner together ended up either he forget about it or he come really late. Often he will call and remind him. But today he didn’t. He lost his anger. He is disappointed.

Changmin was so frustrated he takes his dinner alone, wash the plate, brush his teeth and prepare to go to bed. He changed his socks and turn off the light. Before he tries to close his eyes he decides to send Yunho a text message

Changmin : Hyung, though I know you loves me, but tonight my heart is sad.. Next time, don’t bother to promise me anything. It hurts real bad.

Right after he sent the text, his phone’s ringing. Changmin put the phone away. Close his eyes and hug a pillow. He don’t want to hear any lame excuse. He is too tired to console his heart. He is too brokenhearted to yell. Tears welling up. A message tone come in. Changmin open it.

Yunho : Baby, OMG. Hyung will be at home asap. Sorry Minnie. I forget. Please baby, don’t be mad.

Changmin don’t want to reply. At last he take a deep breath and replies to Yunho. A tear fall from his eye onto the screen. He starts sobbing.  

Changmin : The ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most. Good night.

His phone rings again. And again. And again… Until he lost the count of how many times. Later, it stopped. Silence again in the room. The ringing stops, so do his sobs. He put on the blanket and slowly falls into sleep.

……………………………

He didn’t know he’d sleep for how long but sudden bang on the door woke him up. Yunho is back. He barge in the room. Changmin stay still. Eyes close and breathe normally.

Yunho : *whispers* Baby…. Oh baby, hyung is so sorry.

Yunho open the blanket and look at Changmin’s face. Changmin’s eyes are sore and puffed-up. Tears streams down his face. Yunho held him closer and tries to kiss him but he instantly looked away.

Yunho : Minnie.. baby. I’m so sorry. I make you cry.

Changmin : ….

Yunho : Baby, please forgive me…

Changmin pull his blanket and close his eyes again. Ignoring whatever Yunho tries to say. Turn oblivious to whatever Yunho tries to explain. He could see Changmin’s body in spasm, the maknae obviously wept. Soft whimpering sounds silent him as he imagined Changmin’s face glistened with shed tears. He always forget about things and Changmin will be angry. But he never cries.

Changmin : *sobs*

Yunho : Baby….

Yunho get into the blanket and hugs Changmin from behind. He kissed Changmin’s neck and back repeatedly. The younger stay motionless and didn’t attempt to resist. After a while Changmin’s sobs stop and Yunho realise the boys had fall asleep. He tries to catch a look again for the younger’s face. He kissed his cheek and continues to hug him. Yunho close his eyes. He can’t sleep. This will be a long night.