Dear diary,

Am i I jealous? If so, why? Jinki hyung and Kibum umma got Jonghyun hyung and Minho hyung together, but I got mad and ran away when they tried to talk to me. I don't know, maybe because I wasn't first? Then again, why should I care about being first? Is it because they tried clumping us together? I don't know, but I want to talk to Jinki hyung alone. I should stop calling Jinki hyung Jinki in here. He said only his close friends can call him Jinki, so I'll call him Onew hyung in here now.

Well, at least Jonghyun and Minho calmed down after the talk. It's annoying calling them hyung in my own diary. It's not like they're going to read it.

I'll leave a note by Onew hyung's bed tomorrow so we can talk. I'll tell him to meet me on the roof of SM.

Later,
    Lee Taemin