Dear Diary,

I'm annoyed. Jonghyun and Minho keep hogging Jinki hyung! Yes, I didn't call them hyung, because you know what? They're annoying me! Jonghyun won't stop talking and dragging Jinki hyung around and Minho is "researching" depression like it's a freaking disease and trying to "cure"him. They won't leave him alone, and it makes me upset. Kibum umma has tried to calm them down, but I just go hide in my room.

Then again, Jinki hyung doesn't see me as a friend. I think that if I keep saying this over and over again, I would stop hurting. It doesn't help. But, I do forget about it when we practice together. That small amount of time leaves me happy until Jinki hyung is ripped out of my presence once again. I want to talk to him, but I can't ever be alone with him.

Ugh,
   Lee Taemin