Dear Diary,

This is me CL. Do you still remember me? It took so long before I write something on your pages again.

Junhyung oppa’s an ...

A ...

A ...

Mean words can’t describe him at all.

But I still fell for him. He’s the most terrible man to love. I can deny as many times that I can that I’m completely over him but deep inside, I know that I still love him.

I had always been there for him, at his side. He tried to push me away, but I’m like stupid. Keep coming back for him.

I know I already look stupid to me, my friends or anyone else.

Whenever I thought of him my heart breaks because I know that I’m the only one who’s crazy for him. And I know that he never liked me and he never will.

It hurts so much...

But no matter what happens...

I’ll will always be right here...

Waiting for him...

Oppa, saranghae.

Always remember that.