Taeyang looked at his phone for the tenth time today.

At first, he thought, she was joking.

She couldn't be serious.

He couldn't believe, that she broke up with him, just because she felt guilty.

That was a stupid reason.

He wasn't bothered, that she kept asking about Jiyong.

He was happy with her.

"__-ah." He gulped.

As soon as he saw her, her name rolled down his tongue.

She stopped in her tracks, immediately freezing in her place.

He felt deep pain inside him.

Why was she acting like that?

He took a step towards her, a hesitant one.

"We need to talk."

"Taeyang I don't want to-"

"I love you."

She widened eyes, mouth still slightly opened.

"This is stupid, why did we break up in the first place?"

"I told you."

"You know very well, that Jiyong wasn't the problem."

He grabbed her hands with his.

"There is something else."

She looked away.

She was avoiding his eyes.

She felt guilty.

Why?

"__-ah, what's wrong?"

She had never heard him this serious.

"I-"

She inhaled sharply.

"We weren't made for each other. I'm sorry."

She looked at the ground.

"Why?"

His grip on her hands tightened.

"I... don't feel comfortable in this relationship."

She whispered, yanking her hands away from him.

"Why?"

His voice cracked.

"Tell me, where did I go wrong. Just tell me and I'll make it up for you, I promise."

A tear rolled down her cheek.

"I tried Taeyang. I really tried keeping myself in love with you..."

"But love can't be commanded."

He whispered looking down as well.

She nodded.

"I would really want to be friends again."

She said quietly.

"Friends... I don't know."

More tears spilled from her eyes.

"Oppa..."

"I need time." He looked at her and smiled sadly.

"I'm sorry __-ah, I can't do it immediately."

He turned around and walked away from her, slowly.

He could hear her crying.

He wanted to cry as well.

~~

I felt happy.

__ was with me again.

I had her trust.

Maybe if I take it slow, she'll fall in love with me.

And that would be awesome.

It would be perfect.

I smiled as I watched her on set.

How could there be such a talented person?

She was wearing a black satin dress.

The scene was about some kind of a party.

She is playing the lead female role, in a romance movie.

A lot of Korean stars starred in the movie.

Now I understand, why she was so nervous.

She shouldn't be nervous.

She is perfect.

An hour later, the Director said, that they were done for the day.

Great! That meant, that I can take her out tonight.

She seriously needed to loosen up.

I waited for her to change, in the car.

After some time, she ran to the car.

"Slow down, sunshine. I'm not in a hurry."

"Oppa, mianhe, my manager stopped me to talk.

"It's okay. Get in the car."

I chuckled and started the engine.

"Oppa, can we go to my place tonight and get drunk?"

She said calmly.

I arched a brow and looked at her.

"I saw Taeyang today. It was a bad experience."

"We can talk about it."

"No, I want to get drunk. You don't have a schedule tomorrow, right?"

"No, but..."

"Okay. My place it is."

She smiled.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes."

"Okay, your place it is."

This will be a long night.