“What do you think? Why do you just keep silent? Say something….”, i asked impatiently.

He’s still remain silent, blink his eyes disbelief.

“Donghae, are you serious about that? This isn’t a joke….”, he finally talked to me.

“Well…of course i’m-i’m serious….i was drunk that night, and suddenly that thing happened. But surely, i didn’t mean to hit them you know…i’ve paid with my legs after all, so i owe them nothing right?’, i spoke confidently to him.

Suddenly, he stood from his seat, and rolled my wheelchair, took me inside the building.

“Hey, where are we going?”, i asked confused.

“You have to do something right, and i’ll take you there, just trust me”, he spoke with a serious tone.

‘What is this now?!’

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“Donghae, i’m sure you want to say something to her, right?”, Eunhyuk goggled at me.

Just now, I wasn’t really have any idea where he took me. But now, i realized that he pushed me to deal with the little girl. Surely, i really confused now, don’t know what to say. I even felt scared, scared that maybe she won’t forgive me for made her parents dead.

“EunHe, listen to what Donghae oppa say, arasso?”, Eunhyuk said to the little girl.

I kept silent for a couple minutes, tried to gathered my courage.

“Ehm..EunHe, i-I don’t know if you understand it or not, but…umm…i want to say sorry to you”, i spoke, looked at her expression.

I think she’s still confused. “Oppa..why did you have to say sorry? I don’t understand…”, she said and once again, gave me his puppy eyes look.

This little girl…still innocent and know nothing…but i had done something bad to her…i felt so guilty…

Suddenly, tears dropped from my eyes, i couldn’t control it. And just like a reflect, i came closer to her, and hug her tightly.

I cried along, couldn’t say anything. “Mi-mianhae….”, was all i could said between my tears.

I kept cried for couple minutes, with her still in my hug.

“Oppa…it’s okay...i’m sure my parents won’t be happy watching you like this…They’ve forgive you already…”, she spoke, and hugged me back.

I released my hug and gazed at her, still crying.

“EunHe…did-did you…already know it?”, i said disbeliefly, held her cheek.

“Well, i saw my mother last night….she’s so beautiful you know, like an angel…”, she smiled happily when she talked about her mother.”Well, i think she is an angel now…She said you’ll take a good care of me…so i don’t have to be alone anymore…”, she smiled at me, wiped my tears. “Don’t cry oppa, i’m sure they’re happy now, and always watch me from heaven…”.

I couldn’t believe it. She just a child, but she’s stronger than me…

I knew it now, i’ve done so much wrong things all this time…wasting my time. But then, someone had awaked me, and someone had been being so nice to me, forgive me that easily. And i’m nothing compared with them…

“Donghae….how do you feel now?’, suddenly Eunhyuk held my shoulder, woke me from my muse.

I looked at two people in front of me…wiped my tears, and form a huge happy smile on my face….and all i could said was…”Kamsahamnida…..”, and gave my best hugged to them.

Okay Lee Donghae…

This is it…

Let’s began something new now…^^

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Days had passed since i confessed to EunHe about what i’ve done, and our relationship became closer….and of course this all because of Eunhyuk too…thanks to him…

I still had my treatments, and i wasn’t alone anymore. Eunhyuk always joined the theraphy too…the result was getting better and better, and the doctor said i could walked again soon….

My life was happier than before, and i felt like born again as a new person…

My new habit was enjoyed the fresh air in the morning now…together with Eunhyuk. I always felt this weird feeling everytime i near to him, and it’s getting worse day by day. This wasn’t something bad of course…but the opposite…it always warm my heart…

“Hyukkie….”, i said to him. we’re both sat at the bench.

“Ne?”, he answered.

“This thing always bothering my mind, and i always want to know about this…”.

“What is it?”, he asked back.

“About your theraphy….that isn’t just because the fever right? Because fever doesn’t last this longer…”, i said.

I looked at his eyes deeply, waiting for his answer. I took a minute before he could answer it.

“Ha ha ha…what do you mean? Of course this just because of that….nothing to worry...let’s just enjoy the air okay”, he tried to smile and changed the topic.

Although he smiled, but i knew inside…he’s crying…i could saw it from his eyes….

He hide something from me, but i didn’t know what…

‘Maybe i’ll wait for him to tell me the truth himself…’

We’re just stayed silent. Eunhyuk stared to the sky, while i kept my eyes on him…

I found my self stared at him….

“Hyukkie….”, I spoke, broke the silence.

“Ne?”, he answered.

I just remain silent, didn’t sure if i should said it or not. But i thought i had to said it, because surely, it kept filling my mind, and i always couldn’t slept calmly, always woke up in the night when i had the same dream…

I dream about him….

Then i took a deep breath before i could spoke properly.

“What if….ehm…”, i fixed my throat.

“What if….ehm…”, i fixed my throat again. i looked at him, confused with my own action.

“Ehm…Hyukkie….what if….i-i say…that-that..i like you?”,

There, i’ve said it. Then i wait for his response, but all i got was…

He chuckled?

 “Well, of course, i like you too….we’re friends right?”, he said.

‘How do i suppose to tell him?!’

“No..that’s not what i mean….”, i stopped before continued my words. “How if…How if i say…that-that i LIKE you…more than a friend?”, i said.

There you go. A stupid statement to said. Now he would assumed that i’m weird…knew the fact that we’re both men…

His eyes goggled with my statement, and it’s  like he really surprised about what i said just now.

‘Crap! Why did i had to said that? He absolutely just assumed me as a friend!’

“It’s-it’s okay! Just pretend that i never say that. I’m just blabbering back then! Haha”, i talked stuttered. “I think i’ll just go inside…”, i decided to left him since the atmosphere got more awkward than before.

“Wait!”, i was about to rolled my wheelchair when suddenly he called me.

“What?’, i asked shyly, couldn’t held my stupidness. My face became red.

“Well…what if i say…”, he smiled. “What if i say… i like you too? Will you keep stay here?’, he said.

“Wh-what do you mean? Do you like me…more than a friend too?”, i still couldn’t believe it.

“Well, i can’t say it but….my heart always beat faster when i’m with you…”, he answered shyly. His face became red…

We just stayed at our place for a moment, looked each other.

Was this for real? I just confessed my true felling to him and….he accepted me? So…this is official? I still couldn’t believe it…this just like a dream…i never thought i would felt this kind of feeling for him, but i just couldn’t lied to myself…i really do like him…

“Argh! My head! Donghae help…. Please…”, i cameback to earth when suddenly i heard Eunhyuk screamed in pain.

I looked at him, and i could saw he held his head tightly, press it hard, like he felt a huge pain inside there.

“Hyukkie! What happen?! Are you okay?! You look so pale…come on, let me help you, i’ll take you inside!”, i said confusedly, didn’t know what to do, while he still held his hand and screamed in pain.

I tried to stood up from my wheelchair, got to him and took him inside the hospital immediately. But unfortunately, these feet won’t compromate with me.

“Oh ! Come on feet! Come on! Argh, i have to take him immediately! Help! Help! Somebody help! Someone is in pain here!”, i yelled in frustration, hoping that someone would here me and helped Eunhyuk.

But seconds passed and still no one came.

“Help please!”, still no one came. Maybe no one heard us from this park, since it’s still morning and this place pretty far from the entrance.

“Hyukkie, hold on, okay?! I’ll go inside and call the doctor…just hold on here…”, i decided to went inside and searched for the doctor, because it useless if i kept stayed here without could done anything.

“No…Donghae…p-please…do-don’t leave me alone here…i-i’m scared..”, i was about to rolled my wheelchair when suddenly Eunhyuk grabbed my hand with all his strength left and spoke weakly. He still held his head…

“Don’t worry, it won’t take long…i’ll be right back and bring the doctor here..”, i took his hand and held it, caresses his hair, tried to calmed him down.

“No…Hae..please…do-don’t leave me alone…”, he said stuttered. He was half conscious, cold sweat streamed from his body.

‘What do i have to do now?! I couldn’t left him alone here….! if only i can walk with this feet..’

I cursed myself for done nothing for him. i grabbed my legs and hit it hard. I hit it and hit it…my eyes was full of tears…looked the one precious for me was in pain and i couldn’t do anything…

I looked at his eyes, half opened…

He’s suffering so much…

Then i didn’t know what possessed me, but suddenly i felt like all my strength became one, and i started to lift my legs to the ground and tried to stand up.

“Argh….come on!”, i kept trying, even it felt so pain.

“Argh…come on! I have to stand up!”, i tried again.

I won’t gave up…i didn’t want to gave up…

Just for him…i would do anything just for him….

I couldn’t done anything right in my whole life, and i didn’t want to repeated it. I won’t gave up…

“Argh!!!”, i yelled, tried to stood up and moved my feet.

And the next thing happened, was just like a miracle.

I could stood up properly…on my feet…

I looked at my feet, still couldn’t believe it. ‘i can walk?’, was all i thought.

“Argh!! No…it’s get-getting much pain than b-before…”, suddenly i heard Eunhyuk sreamed again and at the time i woke from my daydream.

I rushed to him, and took him on my back.”Come on Hyukkie…i’ll bring you inside..don’t worry, you’ll be okay…”, i said, and ran inside the hospital quickly.

“Doctor! Help! I need help here!”, i said when i got inside the hospital. Eunhyuk fell unconscious, made me more worried.

“Doctor! Nurse! Anybody here!”, i kept yelling and yelling, searched for someone’s help.

Then suddenly i saw some doctors and nurses came.

“D-donghae-sshi..wh-what happened? Yo-you’re walking?”, a doctor asked me.

“It’s not important now, just help him, he’s in pain!”, i said, showed unconscious Eunhyuk to them.

“Oh my God, Eunhyuk-sshi, it happen again! come on, we have to take him to the ICU…”, other doctor said, followed with nurses helped me to brought Eunhyuk to had his medical treatments.

They took him from me, and said to me not to followed them inside the ICU. I just could looked at him, watched him getting away from me little by little…

 ‘I hope he’s okay….i hope he won’t leave me alone…not now…’, was all i could thought.

Woah....Hyukkie...what will happen to him next?!

Let's hope that he'll be okay, or else Hae is going to be very sad....T.T

kekekeke:p

Well, i tried to make a sad chappy, but i don't know what do you guys think about it?

I'll wait for your comments then!^^