Leaving was really hard to do, but I understood that it was something that I had to do for me, it broke my heart to leave, but I felt that it was a decision that in the end would pay off. I did not want to regret the fact that I left, although I had a job offer in Korea, I felt that I should go back to America to do my work, I felt that that would be the best decision for me and my career. I would have loved to stay in Korea, but my heart was telling me to take the offer back in the States, that I needed some space to reflect and think. Getting on the plane was hard, although I was glad that he would not know that I was planning on leaving until after I had left, I was heart broken knowing that I would probably never see him or s again. Of course I would support them as a fan and my time with them would be a great memory but the fact that I would never see them again made me sad.