Who?
Decisions
Bom's POV:
It's already past midnight but until now I can't sleep. I don't know what to do. I can't believe I need to choose…..
Flashback
"Bom!" Jiyong called my attention
"neh?" I answered my boyfriend cutely
"Can we talk?"
"Okay. I'm listening."
"Alone" he said looking at the direction of my best friend, Seunghyun. He sits with us.
"I'll just buy something." Said Seunghyun giving the privacy Jjiyong ask for.
"Want do you want babe?" I ask sweetly
"I can't share you with your stupid best----" Jiyong said but I cut him
"Hey! Seunghyun is not stupid." I defended
"Whatever! You need to choose between us"
"I don't want to. Both of you are part of my life"
"If you don’t want to lose me, you better choose me"
"Bu---"
"I'll wait for your answer tomorrow. I love you remember that" he said then kissed my cheeks and left me with shock written all over my face
"What's wrong?" Seunghyun asks while sitting down together with his newly bought hamburger.
"Nothing" I said even though it is very obvious that something is not right.
"Then why are you staring in space. Did he break up with you?
"Of course not."
"Then what's wrong?" Seunghyun ask again.
"Nothing. Trust me. Just continue eating. I'm fine"
"If you say so but remember I'm always here"
End of falshback
I don't know who to choose. They're both important to me. I love Jiyong so much but I also love my best friend whose been there since forever. Aish! Who will I choose? The love of my life or the best friend who never left my side. They have their own special part in my life and heart. Jiyong treats me like a princess while Seunhyun makes me feel important and needed.
(After a few more hours of thinking….)
I made my decision after debating with myself for hours. I really hope I won't regret my decision. I really really hope that I choose the right one…I'm sorry….
I kept repeating "I'm very sorry" while hugging the teddy bear he gave me. I'm crying my hearts out because tomorrow I will lose one of the most important person in my life
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