I have no idea what's the something that bothers me whenever I see her. Was it too long that I've not seen her? How is it that she has changed so much over these years. Granted, I've not seen her since she was around 12, but why is it that the girl that would always hang on to my every word and action is now so indifferent to whatever I do or say?

***

"Hyung, what's Yeon Hee's number?"

"Huh what? You don't know?"

"How would I know..."

"[laughs] Yah, you funny guy. Here you go."

Hyung passed me his phone and I saw a number saved under Im Yeon Hee. I copied the number into my phone and passed the phone back to hyung.

Maybe I shouldn't have left her alone when her letters stopped. Mom has always said that she would've loved hearing from me even if she was depressed over her mom's death. I'm not used to seeing her so withdrawn... from me.