Travelling

Travelling

When I awoke, I woke to the reality that is my everyday existence now. A world without you.

A nurse came in to find me crying into my pillow. What’s wrong? She asked me. The world I replied.

You see what I became without you? Nothing. That’s all I was anymore. I wasn't anything because you weren't there.

The nurse patted my back as my sobs turned into hiccups.

She then proceeded to ask me useless questions such as if I had anyone I wanted to contact, where did I live?

The police came in and asked the same questions.

I had the same answers for all of them.

I had no one and I lived nowhere because I am nothing.

None of these people could get it through their heads that I was telling the truth. They all insisted that there must be someone.

Yes, I wanted to scream at them, there is someone but he is never coming back.

I heard them all muttering in the hall, contemplating what they should do with me.

I had, had enough. I was leaving. I tore out the IV drip and all the other machines they had me hooked up to and I walked out.

Clad only in the thin hospital gown I made it into the hallway. No I told them, I am not staying here. When asked where I would go I replied anywhere but here.

But apparently my act of wanting to get away from them made them more convinced that I wasn't nothing.

I was something to them, I was somebody.

I have no idea why.

They seemed to think as you did. That I was worth more.

No one had thought that about me in years, not since you.

They refused to believe that I was nothing. It was quite strange in a way.

They made me feel.

Something I hadn't done in a long time, or at least tried not to do.

And so.....

I stayed.

I stayed here, here of all places can you believe it?

I got a job and a little flat of my own here, in this town and I stayed.

And once again I waited for you.

The publican said you'd always come back to the places where you left our picture and so I stayed and waited.

For you.

Again.

Hoping this time you would come.

That this time I would have the patience to wait for you.

Somehow without me noticing I stared to live again.

I laughed at bad jokes. I spoke to people about us. I told the publican my story of us and how I was now waiting again.

He smiled when I told him this and told me if I ever decided to stop waiting, he'd be more than happy to take your place. It surprised me at first when I got here how many offers like that I got.

But none of them mattered, because none of them were you and I told them that and they seemed to understand that I was serious about that.

Eventually the whole town knew our story and I was generally regarded as off limits.

They all knew what you must have known. That I was waiting for you. And that I would remain only yours.

Time passes and I made friends.

More time passed and I stopped marking how long I'd been waiting for you.

Once again my thoughts of he's coming back, he'll be here soon.

Turned to he's forgotten, he's never coming back.

I don't know how long I spent in this frame of mind.

But still I stayed. Dying a little more inside each day. I stayed and I waited, only living now for the chance to see you once more.


AN; Thank you to everyone that has read this!!! I seriously wasn't expecting anyone to!! So thank you!! ^^

Also a massive thank you to those of you that subscribed and commented!!! I love you!!! XD

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Sicaluvschocolate #1
Chapter 8: Did you get a new poster? It looks so cool :) and don't be sorry, it was awesome XD
Kazuhiko-Kun
#2
Chapter 8: Yay! Thank you for updating Unni! <3 It is an awesome chapter! Keep up the good work and don't worry about not updating in a while! I do that quite a lot...
~Andie-San
WhisperOfTheLucifer
#3
Poster! I uploaded it under a Private Post through Tumblr, so AFF should accept it :)

Also, If you don't like it I DON'T CARE EH EH EH EH EH~
Credit me unnie :)

http://24.media.tumblr.com/e31b08c6e7f08974bfaa24a5e899ed51/tumblr_mjbr4k0CoP1rsvjkgo1_1280.jpg
Kazuhiko-Kun
#4
You are really good at making this story :) Like, this wouldn't be my type of story I prefer, but I actually really love this one! :D

Keep it up Belle-Unni! <3 ya

And a note to Belle-Unni's characters...."TALK MORE OFTEN!! WE ARE DYING OUT HERE!!" Lolz :)
Sicaluvschocolate #5
I love this story <3
Kazuhiko-Kun
#6
You are an awesome writer!! Luuuuv ur story so much!!
Keep going! =D <3 ya Onew
Kazuhiko-Kun
#7
I am so waiting 4 ur next chapter :)
Keep up the excellent work Unni!!
Jjong (u know meh. :)
Kazuhiko-Kun
#8
Hey, Unni.
Seriously, I like ur stories and u have a talent to them.

You can write and its so much better than mine.

Keep writin and keep the spirit up! :)
Sicaluvschocolate #9
Gahhh it's so good, GET TOGETHER!!! DX