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RACIN 4 U
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"Mayu?"

A gentle push on my shoulder.

I quickly turn.

"Ah.."

I smile, relief.

"Dai-chan.."

I sigh.

Why is it have to be him?

"Spacing out again?"

A smirk appear on his face.

I shrug.

"I guess..."

"Why are you still here? Everybody left already."

He turn around, walking towards his desk.

"Uno.."

I quickly stood up.

He stops and turn.

"Nani?"

He asked.

I clutches my hands together.

My heart begin to drums.

I was scare.

I look down... Not sure if I should...

Quickly back up.

"Mayu? What is it?"

He steps closer.

I shook my head.

A hard uneasiness risen into me.

"Nevermind.."

I grab my bag and race pass him.

"Mayu?"

.

I don't even know if I can handle it anymore.

This blaming and at fault.

I hate it. 

I hate it!

Why am I like this?

Why can't I just be a ease like eveybody else?

Who don't have any problems to deal with?

I hate myself!

I hate Senpei!

It's Yamada's fault!

If he hadn't like me, I wouldn't be this confuse!

And iif Dai...

If i hadn't fallen for him...

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What am I saying?

It's all Dai's fault?

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ckossi #1
I can't wait for the new series! I loved this one!
ckossi #2
YAY~!!!!!!
Wah~!!!! Yamada sounds adorable when happy, but I feel bad for her.
Daiki's scaring her :( , mean Daiki, he shouldn't act like that.
I can't wait for the next one!
pockypenguinmonster #3
SOOOOO NICE!!! LOOKING FORWARD TO HE NEXT CHAPTER!!
Afshii #4
YAAAAAAAAAAH!!
D:
ITS SO BEAUTIFUL :'D
ckossi #5
I wonder what she's doing, kissing Yamada like that?
I thought she loved Dai-chan?
What's her plan or what is she doing?
I kinda feel sorry for Yamada and Daiki.
This is making the story interesting!!!!!!
I can't wait for the next one!
ckossi #6
Wah~!!! I feel bad for both Mayu and Yamada. I think he got his controlling side from his mom... I know she's worried about her son, but she can't blame her because you don't really have power over your feelings sometime. Though Yamada shouldn't have hurt his mom, but his mom shouldn't hurt Mayu either. Now Mayu might feel too guilty and blame herself to the point she may want to die and that'd be horrible!!!! I love your story though. It would make a good drama.
dreammaknae #7
love it except the part where Yamada's mom and Mayu talk about Yamada hurting the mother and stuff, and yea so far, soo good, not to be mean, or anything, but for my op, I think Daiki and Mayu should be together, well keep updating, can't wait!
ckossi #8
Oh boy... I would take Daiki with me (Yamada's mother didn't say anything against that), though I wouldn't know what that would do to Yamada. Yamada seems like he's going to be controlling her because of how insecure he is of knowing that she doesn't return the same feelings he has for her. I kind of feel bad for him. I liked how Daiki told her to graduate faster. That was cute~!!!
YamakiBrasil #9
He hits his mother ?

What is wrong with Yamada ?

He must be very desperate to be at this point..

And poor Mayu is again involved in it !

It must be hard for his mother too, to see her son having a disease and be madly in love with a girl that made him hits her.

It's quite hard na ! But I hope everything will turn out good :)

Keep it up ~
YamakiBrasil #10
''Bad hand writting, incorrected hiraganas and a childish drawing of me and you holding hands... My head was a pinapple !''

Here's the return of the pinapple x)

Love that part ~

And also the one where Arii calls her May-chan.. It's cute na !!

Love it <3 !
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