Only 4 U~
RACIN 4 UCh.14- Only 4 U~
I had decided not to put charges against Kino.
She was just protecting her feelings.
I wouldn't understands it... Never will.
Such strong feelings like hers, scare me.
I never wanted to see her again.
Never will...
She had been transferred away.
Her parents couldn't help putting up with her anymore.
The transfer was putted up just like any normal ones.
Nobody knew about the incidents... Only us.
As the days pass...
I was starting to realizes... 2 people from my life had disapeared.
Yamada-senpei...
Kino, my best friend
And now... is there a possibility that someone more important will be gone?
*
I couldn't help myself from staring at her empty desk.
Couldn't beleve that my own friend... betrayed me.
She tried to kill me.
Kino...
She was gone.
...................
"Mayu-chan!" Dai shouted.
He made me shook.
I quickly looks up.
"Hai?"
He smack his lips together, sighing.
"Do you need to go to the informity?"
He notices.
It made me felt even better, somehow.
"Mm.." I shook my head.
He tilted.
"Okay, then." He smiles. "Back to lesson!"
I just realizes... I had forgotten about Dai-chan...
About him..
-Flashback-
"I will still LOVE her!"
-End of Flashback-
About his feelings towards me...
I blush.
I quickly gaze out the window.
Trying to avoid him.
Demo...
"Mayu! Pay attention!!! Don't go gazing around!"
"Hai!!!"
*
My most hated time of the day...
Lunch.
At this time would just make me remember about... Kino.
There would be nobody to talk to nor eat with...
Why is that?
I pokes at my food.
I knew that Okasa would shout at me right now.
"Don't play with your food!"
The last time I heard that was when I was still in 3rd grade.
I sigh.
The depression taking over me.
"Urgghh!' I push my bentou away from me.
"Nanika? Not hungry?"
I looks up.
"Oh.. Dai-chan..." I said, suprised.
He stare at my bentou.
"Huh..." He let a sudden smirk.
I knew that it was one of those, 'You hadn't change much, had you?'
He turn to me.
"Wanna go up to the roof?" He pointed up.
I nods.
"I guess." I sighed.
*
"The air up here is great!" I stretched my arms out.
Dai chuckles.
He was crisscrossing, eating his lunch.
"Of course... my favorite place.." He told me.
I turn to him.
"Nande?"
He raise his head up from his bentou.
"Hm?"
"Why is it that you likes this place?"
"Why do you want to know?"
I turn my head back.
"Just wondering..."
I heard him leaving his spot.
He got up.
The steps of him getting closer.
Suddenly, he was next to me.
He sigh.
"Do you still remember?"
I tilted my head. "Nani?"
He turn to me, smirking.
"That place..."
I bits my lips.
How could I forget it?
The place.
I nods.
"Hai..."
"Up here reminds me of it."
He chuckles.
He turn away.
"Do you remember the day before I leave?"
I try dugging through my memories.
I didn't.
"No.. Why?"
He turn back to me.
"You told me that you likes me."
He said, calmly.
I blush.
Even though I had no memory on it.
Revealing the fact that i likes Dai when I was little... Makes my heart shake.
"Hontoni?" I chuckles, nerously.
I shook my head. "No... I don't.."
He sigh.
I feel something strike me.
That was a disapointed sigh.
"You wrote it in a letter actaully." He said, atleast!
I walks closer to him.
Of course, I must have. During that time, I was quite upset about Dai-chan leaving.... I didn't even see him off.
"Bad hand writting, uncorrected hiraganas, and a childish drawing of me and you holding hands... My head was a pinapple!"
He shook his head, mocking me.
"Shut up!' I shot back.
He was mocking me.
"I still have it!" He gave me a goofy smirk.
I let out a nerous giggle.
"Doue?" I raised my eyebrow.
He should've thrown it away!
I bet he must have putted up in a picture frame, hanging on his walls!
Did he..?
"Well, it's something from little Mayu-chan!"
He scootches over to me.
I froze.
I gaze at him with a glare.
He raise his eyebrow.
"Nani?"
"Please... Don't come any closer." I try keeping my cool.
He dare to even scootch closer.
I steps back.
"No!' I yelled. "Yama Yama Yama!" I picnic.
He broke into laughter.
"Why? Are you scared that you would fall?"
He pointed to the edge.
I shook my head. "Hai!!" I said in a whinning voice.
"Demo, if I do fall. I'm not sure if you will help me this time!"
I blurted.
realizing that I was saying something from my own will.
After that incident..
Staying alone with Dai-chan had been hard.
I couldn't breath freely anymore...
He looks at me with a suprise face.
"Baka! I'm always going to be there..."
He smiles.
My heart throb.
Feeling that it warms me... that smile!
I clutch my hands together.
Trying not to show it.
I was already blush!
"Souka.." I nods.
He chuckles.
He walks towards me.
"Only for you..."
He starts patting my head, gentely.
"Hurry and graduate will you?"
"Eh?" I raise my head.
He smirked.
"So we can go on dates."
I sqeezes inside.
"Why?"
"Because I want to take the girl that I likes on dates, May-chan!"
He smiles.
I smiles, also.
I couldn't stop after that.
He called me May-chan... My nickname from him!
I hadn't heard it for a long time!
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Reminder:
Teacher and student relationship are forbidden!
Explains why Daiki said, "Hurry and graduate!"
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