Is it worthy?
RACIN 4 U-Yamada Pt
My mind was shock by bolt.
Something striked in me.
I ran over to Daiki, grabbing him by his collar.
"Senpei!" Mayu try pulling my hands off him.
I shove her back.
I was quite careless of my action, I do admit.
"What the hell were you doing?!" I raised my voice.
My blood had flushed through my body, a burning sensation.
I knew that I couldn't control my feelings.
I was hurt...
Daiki groan, trying to breath for air.
Yet I pulled his collar even harder.
He looks at me with confused eyes.
He was confuse.
Yet I dare not to let my guards down.
"What do you mean?" He struggled.
"You were with Mayu! And.... embracing her! Don't you know... I like her! I do!" I blurted in his face. My spits sqlurting out.
He shut his eyes, as the spits got him. But open them.
"You like Mayu-chan...?" He mumored.
Something overflowed me... I didn't want..
I let go of his collar. He felt onto the floor.
It wasn't his fault... He didn't know that I likes Mayu.
"Dai!" Mayu rushes to Dai, dropping down next to him.
"Senpei?" She looked at me. Her eyes filled with misunderstandment. "Nande?" She raised her voice.
I glance at Daiki then back to her.
Why is she protecting that guy?
-Mayu Pt
I knew that Senpei likes me... Demo...
"Can't you atleast consider my feelings too?"
Yamada gazed at me. He didn't say anything back.
"I have enough!" Dai stood up.
"Ah. Dai!" I stood up also.
"Should I report this attitude of yours. You know you will get suspended. That will be on your school record!." Dai walks towards to Yamada.
They made eye contacts.
I stood still, I didn't move. I wasn't even trying to say anything.
There were lightning making through their eye contacts.
"Demo... what if I report the action of you and Mayu?" He smirked.
Something hit me....
Senpei was trying to get back at Dai...
But I was afraid... I knew what would happen if we were report...
My heart thumped.
"Senpei..." I said, almost as a whisper....
Dai raises his eyebrow. He glanced back at me.
I looks at him, our eyes met.
He then turn back to Yamada.
"Sensei... You do know what would happen... won't you? Mayu would get suspend... or possibly expell. And you... might will have to be fire." Yamada sigh... "Sad, nee?"
Dai looks onto the ground. He let out a heavy sigh. He rub his forehead, dragging his head back up...
"Please... Don't report...." Dai looked at Yamada.
Yamada raises his brow. "Nande?"
There was no response from Dai.
Dai gave a quick glance at me.
Yamada crack a chuckle. "Ah... because of Mayu? You don't want Mayu to be expell?" He glance at me. "This guys cares about you..." He said, showing a smirk.
Something was wrong about him.... He was acting like a jerk!
"Senpei..." I said.
Yamada nods. "Nani?"
"Why are you acting ...... like a jerk?"
His eyes widen. Confusion yet jerkness was on his face.
He walks over to me... The steps of his was heard.
He peers onto my face, close.
I shove back.
"Jerk? You say? How am I?"
I shove him away. "Like that!" I blurted.
He raise his head. His eyes... They were somewhat scary... It wasn't like him...!
I felt myself trembling.
Senpei emerges towards me, again. But faster this time!
"I'm like this because of you! Why won't you realize my feelings? Why that guy?" He cried out.
He suddenly took my shoulder.
Yamada Pt (Again~)
"Mayu! Open your eyes! You should be glad. The most popular guy in school likes you! Every damn girl would be flutter. But why!? You" I shook her shoulder.
Something triggered in me.
I didn't understand. Even when I liked her this much? She won't notice me! She doesn't want to.
"Yamada!" Dai pulled me away. He threw me onto the ground. "What is the hell is wrong with you?" He raised his voice.
I gave him a glare.
If it he wasn't here. Mayu would like me! Why did he had to appear at this time?
I heard a thump in my heart.
But it wasn't just any thump...
A hurting feeling risen in my heart. It was spreading fast as fire.
As I breath in air, it just hurts more.
I grasp onto my shirt, the location of my heart.
I try not to breath in air all the way. But I couldn't help losing myself.
I became worry. My heat beating even faster.
"It hurts!" I cried.
The pain! It's just spreading, it won't go away!
"Help me!!!" I let my head hitting onto the ground.
"Senpei?" Mayu ran to me, she dropped down. "Daijobu desu ka?" She shook me on my arm.
I nods, no.
I wanted somebody to save me... Anyone!
I couldn't help keep up with this hurting!
I grasp my shirt even harder.
"Ryu? Nande?" Dai rushes over, his voice, worried.
I couldn't help, but nodding.
"Mayu! Call for help!" Dai shouted at Mayu.
"HAi!!!!" Her footsteps.
My vision became blurred. Then everything was dark.
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