Author’s POV

Bom didn’t talked to Seung Hyun after she heard his statements.

His statements that really made her heart broke into many pieces.

She felt like she’s stabbed in the back. Repeatedly.

“They’ll hate us. Me. You…” he said.

“We should do something…” he added.

TOP  and Bom left the headquarters with different vans.

As soon as Bom entered the vehicle she instructed the driver to drop her off at her house. Yes, her parent’s house. She felt really down. It seems like heaven and earth just collapsed in front of her eyes.

“He didn’t hesitate to tell the press that Tiffany was his past but he’s scared to death when it comes to us.” She scoffed to herself.

She spent the night at her parents’ house. She talked to them. Caught up with each other on what’s new and what’s happening with their lives. Bom told them wonderful stories of her journey.

Wonderful stories.

TOP is included to her wonderful stories.

Though she only told them the wonderful part.

Bom doesn’t want her parents to hate him.

He loves Tabi that much that she’s ready to let him go.

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“Bommie-ah where are you?” TOP asked her over the phone.

“I’m home.” She answered with a flat voice.

“Minzy said you’re not home.”

“I’m home.” She said again.

“Ahh~ Should I go there?” he finally understood where she is.

“No. I want to be alone. Bye.” She hung up on him.

TOP let out a deep sigh.

“I won’t let them hurt you.” He said.

Bom’s POV

To: MyBommieBunnyAlien

I know you told me not to come but yeah. I’m stubborn.

As soon as I received Tabi’s text I run outside wearing my pajamas.

I opened our gate and saw him standing next to his car.

I saw him looking down while playing with his foot like a child.

He looks so adorable while pouting.

‘Stop it Bom. You. Just. Don’t.’

“What if someone sees you here???” I asked him.

“Hey!” he greeted me with his weak smile.

I checked the street left and right. Making sure that there are no people passing by or watching us. When I made sure it’s clear I motioned my hand telling him to come inside and follow me.

We went to our backyard garden and sat on the swing.

Yeah.

It figures.

I love swings.

“You’re still mad?” he asked me.

He didn’t sit beside me.

Instead he sat on the grass in front of me.

“Stop being a child.” He added.

I furrowed my forehead and raised a brow.

“Great. Now I’m the child.” I muttered.

“It’s nothing. I’m drunk and it happened she’s there.” He said.

I know he’s talking about Tiffany.

“And I’m not?? Is that what you wanna say?” I snapped at him.

Lately my patience on him is kinda kicking off.

Hey, I’m a person too!

You can’t blame me.

“Ani--”

“Well I’m sorry for not being on your side.” I cut him off.

“That’s not what I meant and you know that.” He said with a serious expression.

“What will happen if you’re drunk again and I’m not there… again?” I asked looking at his eyes.

“I don’t know.” He answered.

Geez. I can’t even cry anymore.

I can’t feel pain.

I’m all out.

“Forget it TOP.” I told him.

“You called me TOP. You never call me TOP.” He said as he clasped his hands.

I didn’t respond to him, instead I start to push myself back and forth the swing.

Thinking how to open our my real issue.

“Tomorrow I’ll be doing presscon about our picture.” He finally opened the topic.

“What’s your plan?” I asked looking down.

“It’s better to keep us as a secret.” He answered casually.

“Waeyo?” I asked still not looking at him.

I don’t want to look at him right now.

Because I don’t want him to see how hurt I am with his decisions.

I don’t want him to see me cry.

I want to look strong in front of him for once.

“It’s our relationship, it’s unnecessary for people to know it. Because when people started to know they’ll start to interfere. They start to meddle between us like it's their relationship to spare.” He calmly said, still his serious face on.

‘My mind tells me it's true, but my heart say no.’

'What to do?'

“S-s-so you’ll deny us?” I’m cracking up.

“I need to. I don’t want our fans will go ranting on us if we ever go public.”

“You’re selfish TOP. What about what I want???” I scoffed at him as I stood up.

“This is for the best of us. I’ll give what you want, just please let me do this for us.” He said as he approached me and hugged me.

“Let me do the presscon.” I told him as I pushed him away.

So I guess this is it.

He made his decision.

I made mine.

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Today is the D-day.

“Annyeong yeoreobun. Park Bom-imnida!” I greeted the press.

I’m wearing my ‘I’m-a-celebrity’ sunglasses even though we’re inside the mini auditorium.

It’s not because I hate the flashes of the cameras.

It’s because I don’t want everyone to see me tearing up.

“I’m here to clear this issue of me and TOP.” I said smiling.

“This photo is for our supposedly next project.”I continued.

“But yeah, sadly it’s leaked by someone we don’t know. This is so ridiculous. M-m-me and TOP? He’s only like a younger brother to me.” I stuttered as I felt myself choking.

“But you two looked so sweet here.” The reporter commented.

“Well this is for a promotion.” I tried to smile at him.

I can’t believe it.

I’m the one denying it.

Maybe he’s right it’s for our his own good.

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As soon as I finished the presscon I stood up and didn't even bother to answer the other questions.

Sorry for being a diva.

My heart only could take this much.

“I gave what you want. Now give me what I want.” I told him when I entered the van.

He’s waiting in the YG van all along the presscon.

I told him not to show up and instead wait for me there.

“What do you want?” he asked as he caressed my face.

“My freedom.” I answered.

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