Exam Week Anticipations..
Will You Ever Love Me..?Kim Hyunas POV:
~finals week~
I casually stroll down the hall anticipating the major exam that I'll be forced to write in a bit over an hour from now. I arrived at the school early in hopes of extra study time and motivation but I can't help but feel hollow inside, and it bothers me. And before I know it, here I am again.. in front of Lee Donghae's locker, I smile to myself and my heart starts to race at the thought of him again.
My love for Donghae is different from my love for Ryeowook. It is a more.. make believe, more fairy tale and fantasy type of love. A unreachable crush, is how I would word it. And all of the sudden I feel a pang in my chest tapping against the walls of my heart and unknowingly tears start to form. Then realization hits me and sinks in, Lee Donghae has just graduated.. and I'll never see him again, at least not often.
Flashbacks of the fangirling me run themselves through my mind making me facepalm and my idiocy.. Me and Donghae weren't strangers but we weren't the best of friends either, with his popularity and fangirls I would doubt he would look at me twice..
♪♫Love Sick-TaeTiSeo(SNSD) (English Translation)♫♪
It was the first time feeling like this
My entire heart has been taken from me
What do I do? What should I do?
In front of you, I become ice
I ruin it all with good-for-nothing words
You might have thought
that I was stupid
Why did you make me like this
Give it back to me,
my heart that you took without knowing
Why did you come inside without permission,
without warning and shake me up?
You burn me up and make me cry
I pray every day for the day you will look back to me
Can’t you see me as a woman? Is it already too late?
It was the first time I got to know love
I can’t hide this face
Everything about me was caught
What do I do? What should I do?
When I see you, I turn white
I run away like a child
You might have thought
I was arrogant and strange
Why did I change like this?
Give it back to me,
my heart that you took without knowing
Why did you come inside without permission,
without warning and shake me up?
You burn me up and make me cry
I pray every day for the day you will look back to me
Can’t you see me as a woman? Is it already too late?
It was the first time I got to know love
Will it get better if
I’m love sick like a cold?
What happens if I’m love sick again?
Please take it away,
this love that opened my eyes to you
Why did you come to me without caution,
without sound and shake me up?
You make me want you and be in pain
I hope every day for the day you will finally acknowledge me
Can’t it be fulfilled just once? I’ve waited for a long time
It was the first time I got to know love
Although I still can't help but play Donghae's voice in my mind, the soothing voice that without a doubt is pretty damn y. My feet wander off on their own and before I know it I'm in front of the school theatre where our exams for the next week will be held.
My heart starts to race again, not from infatuation but from nervousness, and next thing I know I have to urge to puke. Spinning around with my cheeks puffed up ready to blow chunks I realize who took my mind off the puke.
Kim Ryeowook, staring right into my eyes with a smile that makes my heart stop entirely, causing me to cough a bit. His distinct smell flows in and around me, a scent I can not describe but love more than anything.
The power Kim Ryeowook has had on me.. make it stop.
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Kim Ryeowooks POV :
we are let into the theatre and are told to take our seats, Kim Hy
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