It was you that left me.. wasn't it..?
Will You Ever Love Me..?Kim Myungsoos POV;
For the past months I prayed that you wouldnt be the first one that came to mind every morning, I tried to erase you from my life. tried to forget your big effect on my life..but it was no use. No matter how much I wished i coudlve, I didnt.. I didnt forget you, Kim Hyuna.
Hyuna, Hyuna, Hyuna. was truly all that occupied my thoughts, so ing frustrating I wanted to just die.
I reach into my drawer and pull out a sheet of paper that I cherished after everything went so wrong, This note on adorable sheets of paper that contained words of anger, sadness and broke my heart and hers with every word. I cautiously flip through the note she went through so much touble to give to me, tracing her delicate words with my finger and unconciously my mouth reads out every letter in every word out loud.
"Myungsoo-ssi.. Its been a while hasnt it? I know how much it must have hurt you to see us seperate so coldly. Me..? It hurt me so much to realize how I went from meaning everything to meaning nothing to you..Perhaps it was all my fault. But what if it was yours aswell? Why did you leave me..why did I leave you..? So many questions never asked and left unanswered..so many words that were never said, but it must be too late by now..Believe me I have loved you more than anything in the world, and your love for me was one of the only things that got me through the days when I needed someone there for me the most.. Hearing your name, and seeing your face when I know you no longer love me breaks me apart so much, I cant do it anymore. We need to fix this..We need to move on."
I can almost hear the sadness and hurting in her voice when she wrote this, I can almost hear her heart breaking..I try to ignore it..
But I cant take it anymore, I need to talk to her..I need to get her back...
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Kim Hyunas POV;
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