He stands there then walks away

My god if I could only say

I’m holding every breath for you...

He’d never tell you but he can play guitar

I think he can see through everything

But my heart

First thought when I wake up is

My god he’s beautiful

So I put on my make up

And pray for a miracle

MUSIC JUSEYO!

By: Taylor Swift

♥♥♥

Choi Siwon. Well, he’s darn adoring, dashing, handsome and nice. Everybody says ‘If you’re his girlfriend, you are the luckiest girl in the world.’ That might be true, might be not. Who knows? I’ve always seen him as a brother though everyone tells me that I— I… err, ok, someone named Yesung apparently told me that Siwon Oppa likes me. I don’t know if that’s even true but jokes are half meant right? Kyaaaa~ am I even hoping? Super Junior Oppas have really been close to me since day 1 and everyone likes to pull a prank on me and who knows if that one is included.

It was weird for me to even think about this stuffs. I mean, Siwon is Choi Siwon. The face of Super Junior.  The actor.  Above all, the ex-boyfriend of my bestfriend, Stella. I should really stop keeping false hopes to myself but what can I do? Choi Siwon is ‘CONFUSION’

During SM Town, he would keep bugging me for attention though I would keep ignoring him. He’s just so persistent and sometimes I would find him annoying at times. One time, he kept chasing me while playing with the water sprouting on stage. He would even chase me while I’m dancing and even poke me whenever we’re close to each other. He would always give me that look, that grin,  that smirk that I don’t even know what the hell those means. He would compliment me saying; “You’re the most beautiful flower.” Or “You look pretty in that dress.” He’s j