https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OR0LpjqjOwM

Ryeowook smiles and he tries so hard to make it seem that everything's okay. But the way Donghae has been looking at him recently...
The light is gone from his eyes, and the happiness is replaced by hopelessness. Like he's given up. Or, worse...
He's not even there.
But the younger doesn't want to admit it to himself.
It's just a feeling.
That's all. Nothing more.
Though a part of him knows he's holding on to something that's not there. He's holding on to the hopes that they can fix this, that they can be okay. But Donghae... Donghae doesn't love him anymore. It's so obvious. So painfully obvious that it keeps the smaller boy awake at night, those arms that used to cradle him no longer there. Donghae sleeps with his back to the younger, now, facing the wall, and Ryeowook faces him, still, hoping that one night, he'll look back, the way he used to, with a sweet smile that leaves a glint in his eyes. With love.
It's just a feeling that I have.
He can't bring himself to believe that it's over, not even when the older boy looks straight through him. They'd tried, and that's all Ryeowook can ask for. They'd tried and failed... how had they failed?
Donghae's voice is soft, and he whispers an apology for everything that's happened, but Ryeowook knows there's no